{"id":8601,"date":"2019-04-13T19:04:27","date_gmt":"2019-04-13T17:04:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/redaktori.com\/?p=8601"},"modified":"2019-04-13T19:04:43","modified_gmt":"2019-04-13T17:04:43","slug":"terreni-i-letersise-eshte-nje-toke-tek-gelojne-gjarprinjte-ja-testamenti-qe-la-mitrush-kuteli","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/redaktori.com\/?p=8601","title":{"rendered":"&#8220;Terreni i let\u00ebrsis\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb tok\u00eb tek g\u00eblojn\u00eb gjarprinjt\u00eb&#8221;- Ja testamenti q\u00eb la Mitrush Kuteli"},"content":{"rendered":"<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">E dashur Efterpi,<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">K\u00ebt\u00eb letr\u00eb, q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb, ndofta, e fundit, desha t\u00eb ta shkruaj me dor\u00eb, po nuk mund. Sot nuk e kam dor\u00ebn t\u00eb sigurt\u00eb, m\u00eb dridhet. Ti s\u2019je k\u00ebtu. Ke shkuar me Pandin n\u00eb Rrushkull p\u00ebr t\u00eb par\u00eb Poliksenin dhe Atalant\u00ebn. T\u00eb nxita m\u00eb shum\u00eb un\u00eb. Nga brenga, nga malli. Jam vet\u00ebm n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi. Doruntina ka shkuar t\u00eb loz\u00eb me vajzat e Bajramit.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">Mendjen e kam t\u00eb turbullt nga pagjum\u00ebsia, nga \u00ebndrrat e k\u00ebqia. Sikur m\u00eb ndiqnin gjerman\u00ebt, q\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00eb varnin. Iknja me vrap, hynja n\u00eb gropa e puse, dilnja prap\u00eb. Ata m\u00eb ndiqnin. Ment m\u00eb kapnin. Iknja p\u00ebrs\u00ebri. N\u00eb nj\u00eb \u00e7ast u gjende edhe ti pran\u00eb meje. Dhe iknim. Pastaj u ndam\u00eb. Fundja u gjenda i ndjekur nga njer\u00ebzit tan\u00eb. Prap\u00eb gropa, puse, gremina. Sikur isha n\u00eb Berat, n\u00ebn Kala. N\u00eb nj\u00eb sterr\u00eb t\u00eb Kalas\u00eb, pran\u00eb Kish\u00ebs. M\u00eb tej, n\u00eb Fier. Kisha shp\u00ebtuar nga ndjekjet dhe k\u00ebrkonja ndonj\u00eb sht\u00ebpi p\u00ebr t\u2019u fshehur.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">Isha i zbathur, i zveshur. Dikush m\u00eb thirri: \u201cQ\u00ebndro, Dhimitri! T\u00eb zum\u00eb\u201d. M\u00eb rrethuan, m\u00eb zun\u00eb dhe po m\u00eb shpinin t\u00eb m\u00eb vrisnin. Un\u00eb qeshnja. Kisha qef t\u00eb m\u00eb vrisnin\u2026 Dhe ja, u gjenda n\u00eb burg. Shum\u00eb njer\u00ebz. Midis tyre Sofo \u00c7omorra, q\u00eb ka vdekur. M\u00eb shikonte me dhembje. \u201cSi u b\u00eb k\u00ebshtu, o Pasko? \u00c7\u2019ke b\u00ebr\u00eb?\u201d \u2013\u201cS\u2019di\u201d. \u2013\u201cShiko k\u00ebtu\u201d. Dhe m\u00eb dha ca shkresa t\u00eb shkruara bukur: nj\u00eb akt akuz\u00eb dhe ca lidhje t\u00eb tjera. M\u00eb quanin bejtexhi. M\u00eb thoshin se kisha b\u00ebr\u00eb nj\u00eb vjersh\u00eb p\u00ebr glyr\u00ebn me rima italiane. Pash\u00eb Andrean. I ardhi keq. U vendos t\u00eb m\u00eb vrasin. Prap\u00eb u g\u00ebzova. \u2013\u201cFundja, do vdes, thash\u00eb. Do t\u00eb shp\u00ebtoj. Do \u00e7lodhem. Jeta ime ka qen\u00eb shum\u00eb e turbullt, e ngat\u00ebrruar, e mir\u00eb dhe e keqe. Sa mir\u00eb q\u00eb mbaroi\u201d. Kur u ngrita, ti po b\u00ebheshe gati p\u00ebr n\u00eb Rrushkull. Kok\u00ebn e kisha, dhe e kam, t\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00eb. Ti shkove m\u00eb 7 e gjysm\u00eb. Pas 5 minutash ardhi Ilua i Sterjos e m\u00eb solli lajmin: vdiq Thanas Cikuli\u2026 Sipas mendjes sime, shp\u00ebtoi. E kam zili. Vdekja \u00ebsht\u00eb prehje e madhe, shk\u00ebputje nga dhembjet. V\u00ebrtet, edhe nga gazet, por n\u00eb nj\u00eb koh\u00eb, kur njeriu \u00ebsht\u00eb shum\u00eb i s\u00ebmur\u00eb, i m\u00ebrzitur, vdekja \u00ebsht\u00eb shp\u00ebtim: nga dhembjet fizike e shpirt\u00ebrore. Q\u00eb t\u00eb dyja jan\u00eb t\u00eb r\u00ebnda. Ti e di sa dhembje t\u00eb tilla kam pasur n\u00eb koh\u00ebn e fundit. Nj\u00ebra, q\u00eb ti ma di, \u00ebsht\u00eb se si pasoj\u00eb e tyre nuk jam i zoti t\u00eb punoj, t\u00eb krioj, t\u00eb paguaj buk\u00ebn q\u00eb m\u00eb jep shteti p\u00ebr vete e p\u00ebr f\u00ebmij\u00ebt. Un\u00eb s\u2019kam q\u00ebn\u00eb e s\u2019dua t\u00eb jem kurr\u00eb parazit. Po \u00e7\u2019t\u00eb b\u00ebj, grua? S\u2019mund. Kok\u00ebn e kam t\u00eb turbullt\u2026..<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">Letr\u00ebn e nisa p\u00ebr tjet\u00ebr gj\u00eb: t\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrs\u00ebrit porosit\u00eb e mija t\u00eb fundit. M\u00eb fal se t\u00eb m\u00ebrzit. Un\u00eb t\u2019i kam th\u00ebn\u00eb kaq her\u00eb. T\u00eb kam helmuar jet\u00ebn, sepse edhe mua ma kan\u00eb helmuar t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt. Dhe s\u2019kam q\u00ebn\u00eb i zoti ta mbaj helmin p\u00ebr vete, si\u00e7 m\u00eb takon. Ky qoft\u00eb i fundit q\u00eb po t\u00eb sjell.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">Ne u bashkuam, rrojtm\u00eb, dhe b\u00ebm\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00eb n\u00eb vjete stuhie: burg, urbaniz\u00ebm, hotel. Po at\u00ebhere kisha sh\u00ebndet dhe i kap\u00ebrxeva t\u00eb gjitha. Tani, ti e di\u2026 I di dit\u00ebt e netet e mija. S\u00ebmundjet dhe brengat m\u00eb brehn\u00eb, m\u00eb h\u00ebng\u00ebrn. Un\u00eb e shoh tani vdekjen si nj\u00eb lirim nga dhembjet. Nuk e dua, po nuk e largoj dot. E shoh se afrohet, m\u00eb \u00e7ik. M\u00eb vjen keq se do t\u2019i le f\u00ebmij\u00ebt t\u00eb vegj\u00ebl, pa krah, mbase n\u00eb vobek\u00ebsi t\u00eb madhe, n\u00eb pamund\u00ebsi p\u00ebr t\u2019u arritur synimeve. Pensioni im nuk do t\u00eb mjaftoj\u00eb. S\u2019kam \u201cvjete sh\u00ebrbimi\u201d. Domosdo, 22 vjet jasht\u00eb. Edhe atje kam punuar sa jam shuar, por k\u00ebtavjete pune nuk peshojn\u00eb p\u00ebr efekt pensioni. Fati im i keq, fati i tyre i keq. Ndofta, pas vdekjes, kur t\u00eb pushojn\u00eb pasionet dhe urrejtjet, shteti yn\u00eb mund t\u2019ju ndihmoj\u00eb p\u00ebr hir t\u00eb pun\u00ebs sime s\u00eb kaluar: n\u00eb gazetari dhe let\u00ebrsi, q\u00eb n\u00eb mosh\u00eb t\u00eb njom\u00eb, dhe sidomos n\u00eb fush\u00ebn ekonomike. Nj\u00eb pjes\u00eb t\u00eb shkrimeve t\u00eb mija-shqip dhe rumanisht- jan\u00eb aty, n\u00eb Bibliotek\u00ebn Komb\u00ebtare. Disa njer\u00ebz i din\u00eb p\u00ebrpjekjet e mija kund\u00ebr kapitalit italian, kund\u00ebr grabitjeve gjermane. Kam punuar pa interes vetiak, bile kund\u00ebr interesit vetiak. Nuk kam ndjekur kurr\u00eb pasurimin tim, sepse ky pasurim mund t\u00eb b\u00ebhej vet\u00ebm me dy mjete: me vjedhje (ka nj\u00ebmij\u00eb e nj\u00eb m\u00ebnyra vjedhjeje dhe un\u00eb s\u2019kam p\u00ebrdorur asnj\u00ebr\u00ebn) dhe me trath\u00ebti, duke u sh\u00ebrbyer t\u00eb huajve p\u00ebr t\u00eb grabitur vendin dhe duke marr\u00eb para p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb sh\u00ebrbim. Zgjodha rrug\u00ebn e kund\u00ebrt: luft\u00ebn kund\u00ebr atyre q\u00eb donin t\u00eb grabisnin, atyre q\u00eb grabisnin. Nuk i ndala dot t\u00eb t\u00ebra, jo se s\u2019desha, jo se kisha interes, po se s\u2019munda. Kaq munda, kaq b\u00ebra. Kund\u00ebr grabitjeve italiane, kund\u00ebr grabitjeve gjermane, kund\u00ebr grabitjeve jugosllave. Nuk zgjodha kurr\u00eb udh\u00ebn e rehatit vetiak, udh\u00ebn e \u201curt\u00eb e but\u00eb e lug\u00ebn plot\u201d. Kam punuar shum\u00eb, kam dashur shum\u00eb, kam gabuar shum\u00eb. Tani jeta shkoi, nuk kthehet dot, nuk ndreqet dot. T\u00eb kam treguar se gjerman\u00ebt do t\u00eb m\u00eb varnin p\u00ebrpara bashkis\u00eb, kur muarr vesh se kisha sabotuar nxjerrjen e monedh\u00ebs s\u00eb re q\u00eb donin t\u00eb b\u00ebnin. M\u00eb shp\u00ebtoi fati. Nuk do t\u00eb skuqem kurr\u00eb nga turpi as me veprimin tim n\u00eb dit\u00ebt e para t\u00eb \u00e7lirimit. Punova si i marr\u00eb, luftova kund\u00ebr grabitjeve jugosllave. Aq m\u00eb fort nuk mund t\u00eb skuqem nga turpi p\u00ebr veprimtarin\u00eb time praktike-n\u00eb fush\u00ebn ekonomike-n\u00eb Rumani. Edhe atje kund\u00ebr gjerman\u00ebve. Un\u00eb kam pasur gjithnj\u00eb, si bir i nj\u00eb populli t\u00eb vog\u00ebl, nj\u00eb urrejtje t\u00eb madhe kund\u00ebr ides\u00eb s\u00eb zez\u00eb \u201cpopuj mbi popuj\u201d ose \u201ct\u00eb m\u00ebdhenj mbi t\u00eb vegj\u00ebl\u201d, por \u201cpopuj p\u00ebrkrah popujsh\u201d. Ky parim ka ushqyer n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb t\u00eb vet\u00ebdijshme dhe t\u00eb pavet\u00ebdijshme, automatikisht, veprimtarin\u00eb time. Kam q\u00ebn\u00eb kund\u00ebr rus\u00ebve sepse ata mbajn\u00eb n\u00ebnvete dhe shkomb\u00ebtarizojn\u00eb popuj t\u00eb tjer\u00eb; kund\u00ebr gjerman\u00ebve sepse kan\u00eb shfryt\u00ebzuar dhe zhdukur popuj t\u00eb tjer\u00eb, kund\u00ebr anglez\u00ebve p\u00ebr t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn ar\u00ebsye. Biri i nj\u00eb populli t\u00eb vog\u00ebl nuk mund t\u00eb b\u00ebnte ndryshe. N\u00eb Rumani kam luftuar, aq sa mund t\u00eb luftoj\u00eb nj\u00eb njeri i vog\u00ebl, kund\u00ebr shfryt\u00ebzimit t\u00eb kapitalit v\u00ebndas dhe t\u00eb huaj. K\u00ebt\u00eb q\u00ebndrim kam pasur edhe kur isha drejtor banke. Nj\u00eb nga pasojat e para ka q\u00ebn\u00eb nj\u00eb \u201csked\u00eb e zez\u00eb\u201d n\u00eb aparatin gjerman t\u00eb Vjen\u00ebs, m\u00eb 1940-41. P\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb \u201csked\u00eb t\u00eb zez\u00eb\u201d ardhi e m\u00eb foli dikush n\u00eb bank\u00eb: \u201c\u00c7\u2019po b\u00ebn k\u00ebshtu? Nuk e di \u00e7\u2018t\u00eb pret? Pse kund\u00ebrshton q\u00eb v\u00ebndin e kapitalit \u00e7ifut ta zer\u00eb kapitali mik gjerman?\u201d Un\u00eb di nj\u00eb gj\u00eb: kapitali s\u2019mund t\u00eb jet\u00eb kurr\u00eb mik, po vet\u00ebm kapital. Ay ushqehet me fitime, mbahet me fitime, rron p\u00ebr fitime. Dhe fitimet s\u2019kan\u00eb kurr\u00eb t\u00eb mbaruar. Nj\u00ebja k\u00ebrkon t\u00eb b\u00ebhet dy, dyja kat\u00ebr, katra tet\u00eb, mija dhjet\u00eb mij\u00eb, milioni qindmilion e k\u00ebshtu me radh\u00eb. N\u00eb d\u00ebm t\u00eb njer\u00ebzve, t\u00eb popujve. Si ish drejtor tri bankash (gjithnj\u00eb i varf\u00ebr) di se fitimi i vjet\u00ebr nuk ngopet me fitim t\u00eb ri, si\u00e7 nuk ngopet deti me uj\u00eb.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone wp-image-8603\" src=\"http:\/\/redaktori.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/04\/kuteli-me-Efterpine-300x248.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"546\" height=\"451\" srcset=\"https:\/\/redaktori.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/04\/kuteli-me-Efterpine-300x248.jpg 300w, https:\/\/redaktori.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/04\/kuteli-me-Efterpine-768x635.jpg 768w, https:\/\/redaktori.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/04\/kuteli-me-Efterpine.jpg 890w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 546px) 100vw, 546px\" \/><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">Do t\u00eb m\u00eb njoh\u00eb dhe do t\u00eb m\u00eb kuptoj\u00eb dikush, t\u00eb pakt\u00ebn pas vdekjes? Nuk di. Desha t\u00eb m\u00eb kuptonte dhe njihte jo p\u00ebr nder e lavdi, po q\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00ebt e mij-t\u00eb cil\u00ebve u le trash\u00ebgim pun\u00ebn dhe \u00ebndrat e mijat\u00eb mos vuajn\u00eb p\u00ebr buk\u00eb sa jan\u00eb t\u00eb vegj\u00ebl, t\u00eb ndjekin studimet dhe t\u00eb gjejn\u00eb udh\u00ebn e tyre n\u00eb jet\u00eb.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">Jam i sigurt\u00eb se po t\u00eb vler\u00ebsohej n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb drejtim puna dhe p\u00ebrpjekjet e mija n\u00eb t\u00eb kaluar\u00ebn, f\u00ebmij\u00ebt nuk do t\u00eb vuanin.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">Nisa t\u00eb t\u00eb shkruaj nj\u00eb letr\u00eb t\u00eb shkurt\u00ebr lamtumire, dhe u nxeva-ndonse m\u00eb bu\u00e7asin vesh\u00ebt e m\u00eb dhemb koka prapadhe shiko se ku arrita.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">D\u00ebgjo!<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">Shenjat nuk i kam t\u00eb mira. Tensioni ngrihet e ulet, zemra ngec. Nisem p\u00ebr n\u00eb zyr\u00eb a p\u00ebr sh\u00ebtitje dhe m\u00eb priten k\u00ebmb\u00ebt, m\u00eb mbahet fryma. Ndalem e helmohem me ila\u00e7e. Netet i kam sk\u00ebterr\u00eb, si\u00e7 e di vet\u00eb. K\u00ebto t\u00eb gjitha thon\u00eb se nuk e kam t\u00eb gjat\u00eb. Pra, mos u hidh\u00ebro se po t\u00eb porosit edhe nj\u00eb her\u00eb.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">1. Kur t\u00eb vdes mos b\u00ebni lajm\u00ebrime nga ato q\u00eb ngjiten n\u00ebp\u00ebr muret.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">Vdekja \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb ngjarje q\u00eb i takon atij q\u00eb vdes dhe sht\u00ebpis\u00eb s\u00eb tij. Pse ta dij\u00eb bota? S\u2019dua!<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">Nuk do t\u00eb lajm\u00ebroni, para varrimit, asnjeri, me p\u00ebrjashtim t\u00eb pes\u00eb a gjasht\u00eb njer\u00ebzve m\u00eb t\u00eb af\u00ebrm\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb formalitet e varrimit dhe varrimin. Kaq!<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">S\u2019kam qef t\u00eb m\u00ebrzit njeri. Sikush ka hallet e veta.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">2. Dikur kisha dashur t\u00eb varrosesha n\u00eb Pogradec, pran\u00eb babajt e n\u00ebn\u00ebs ose lart n\u00eb g\u00ebshtenjat, n\u00eb Sh\u00ebn e Djel\u00eb. Tani e kam ndryshuar mendjen. Varrimi \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb ngat\u00ebrres\u00eb. Varrosm\u00ebni k\u00ebtu, n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb. Gjith Shqip\u00ebri \u00ebsht\u00eb! Nuk dua asnj\u00eb shkrim mbi varr. Vet\u00ebm nj\u00eb kryq, si babaj, gjyshi, st\u00ebrgjyshi.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">3\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026..<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">4. F\u00ebmij\u00ebt i porosit ta duan vendin dhe gjuh\u00ebn ton\u00eb gjer n\u00eb vuajtje.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">T\u00eb mos u shqas\u00eb zemra kund\u00ebr Shqip\u00ebris\u00eb as kur do t\u00eb vuajn\u00eb pa faj. Atdheu \u00ebsht\u00eb atdhe, bile at\u00ebhere kur t\u00eb vret. K\u00ebtu kan\u00eb lindur, k\u00ebtu t\u00eb rrojn\u00eb me mish e shpirt, qoft\u00eb edhe me dhembje. Atalanta dhe Pandeli kan\u00eb prirje p\u00ebr let\u00ebrsi. Le t\u00eb mbarojn\u00eb studimet n\u00eb ndonj\u00eb deg\u00eb praktike-ajo fizik\u00eb; ay, mjek\u00ebsi ose ndonj\u00eb fakultet tjet\u00ebr, fjala vjen, p\u00ebr ar\u00ebsimtar, -dhe le t\u00eb merren edhe me let\u00ebrsi. Por jo si profesjon kryesor. Profesionismi n\u00eb let\u00ebrsi, n\u00eb v\u00ebndin ton\u00eb, \u00ebsht\u00eb, h\u00eb p\u00ebr h\u00eb, nj\u00eb rrug\u00eb vuajtjesh, buka e tij \u00ebsht\u00eb e hidhur. E hidhur, them, p\u00ebr at\u00eb q\u00eb s\u2019di marifete dhe hipokrizira. Tereni i let\u00ebrsis\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb tok\u00eb tek g\u00eblojn\u00eb gjerprinjt\u00eb. T\u00eb vrasin shok\u00ebt, se ju b\u00ebn hije. Dhe kur nuk u b\u00ebn hije do t\u00eb thot\u00eb se nuk je i zoti p\u00ebr let\u00ebrsi. Dor\u00ebshkrimet ja u le atyre t\u00eb dyve, sidomos Pandeliut. T\u00eb mos i prek\u00eb askush! Ay do t\u00eb rritet, do t\u00eb lexoj\u00eb sh\u00ebnimet e parealizuara, do t\u2019i p\u00ebrpunoj\u00eb. P\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb duhet t\u00eb grumbulloj\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb shum\u00eb kultur\u00eb. Talenti, prirja nuk vlejn\u00eb asgj\u00eb pa pun\u00eb, pa kultur\u00eb.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">Askush t\u00eb mos m\u00eb prek\u00eb dor\u00ebshkrimet para se t\u00eb m\u00eb rritet djali! I vini n\u00eb ark\u00eb, i mbyllni!<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">Polikseni dhe Atalant\u00eb! Pandeli dhe Doruntin\u00eb! T\u00eb doni nj\u00ebri tjetrin, t\u00eb ndihmoni nj\u00ebri tjetrin, t\u00eb duroni nj\u00ebri tjetrin! Mos vini re vog\u00eblsirat, mos u grindni p\u00ebr vog\u00eblsira, p\u00ebr asgj\u00eb. Hithni tutje inatin, se ay \u00ebsht\u00eb burim i shum\u00eb t\u00eb k\u00ebqijave. P\u00ebrpiqi t\u00eb mos ju rritet m\u00ebndja. Inati dhe mendjemadh\u00ebsia na kan\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb d\u00ebme t\u00eb m\u00ebdha. Na prishn\u00eb. Zemra juaj t\u00eb mos njoh\u00eb urrejtjen, grindjen, m\u00ebrin\u00eb. Urt\u00ebsi, but\u00ebsi, zem\u00ebrgj\u00ebr\u00ebsi! Hapni syt\u00eb p\u00ebr \u00e7do hap q\u00eb b\u00ebni n\u00eb jet\u00eb. Jeta mund t\u00eb prishet nga nj\u00eb hap i gabuar, vet\u00ebm nga nj\u00eb hap. Pastaj vin\u00eb greminat. Kur t\u2019ju vij\u00eb koha, martohuni. T\u00eb d\u00ebgjoni z\u00ebrin e zemr\u00ebs, po edhe t\u00eb ar\u00ebsyes. Shpesh, zemra t\u00eb shpje n\u00eb udh\u00eb t\u00eb gabuar, n\u00eb qoft\u00eb se nuk e drejton ar\u00ebsyeja. Mos i k\u00ebrkoni shum\u00eb jet\u00ebs, sepse jeta \u00ebsht\u00eb koprace n\u00eb mir\u00ebsi. Mos \u00ebnd\u00ebroni ato q\u00eb nuk realizohen dot. Mos u matni me hijen e m\u00ebngjezit, q\u00eb sjell m\u00ebndjemadh\u00ebsin\u00eb. Do t\u2019i k\u00ebrkoni jet\u00ebs aq sa mund t\u2019ju jap\u00eb.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">Ta doni dhe nderoni maman\u00eb, se ka q\u00ebn\u00eb trime n\u00eb jet\u00eb, ka vojtur shum\u00eb. T\u00eb dy kemi vojtur. Emb\u00eblsojani pak pleq\u00ebrin\u00eb pas kaq tufanesh. Ajo ka grumbulluar shum\u00eb p\u00ebrvoje nga jeta e hidhur, dhe kjo p\u00ebrvoje mund t\u00eb jet\u00eb e dobishme p\u00ebr ju, q\u00eb t\u00eb mos vuani.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">Doruntina \u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00eb e vogla. Ajo ka nevoj\u00eb p\u00ebr mjaft vjet ndihme dhe drejtimi. Mos i kurseni ndihm\u00ebn tuaj, q\u00eb t\u00eb mund t\u00eb prehem i qet\u00eb n\u00eb dhe.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">Mos m\u00eb qani! Mbahuni! Un\u00eb e rrojta jet\u00ebn, mbarova qerthullin tim. Nuk dua t\u2019ju shohin t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt kur qani. M\u00eb d\u00ebgjoni? Lot\u00ebt jan\u00eb t\u00eb kot\u00eb. Kush vdes nuk ngjallet. Un\u00eb asq\u00eb dua t\u00eb ngjallem, asq\u00eb dua ta filloj jet\u00ebn p\u00ebrs\u00ebri. Mjaft! K\u00ebt\u00eb porosi mos e shkelni.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">5. Efterpi, m\u00eb fal p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb m\u00ebrzitje t\u00eb fundit! Mbahu dhe jepu zem\u00ebr f\u00ebmij\u00ebve. B\u00ebj si\u00e7 t\u00eb porosita. Mos ndrysho asgj\u00eb. Nuk dua njer\u00ebz n\u00eb varrimin tim. M\u00eb t\u00eb shumtit vin\u00eb p\u00ebr sehir, p\u00ebr form\u00eb. Un\u00eb i kam urryer ngahera varrimet e buj\u00ebshme, me kallaball\u00ebk. Edhe disa fjal\u00eb: kuptohet se nuk do t\u00eb lajm\u00ebrosh as njer\u00ebzit e tu, k\u00ebtu ose n\u00eb Kor\u00e7\u00eb, me p\u00ebrjashtim t\u00eb Foqit dhe Nestit.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">T\u00eb p\u00ebrqafoj, t\u00eb lutem t\u00eb m\u00eb fal\u00ebsh dhe lamtumir\u00eb.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">Yti<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\"><span class=\"s1\">Dhimitraq<\/span><\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone  wp-image-8604\" src=\"http:\/\/redaktori.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/04\/kuteli-me-familjen-300x154.png\" alt=\"\" width=\"635\" height=\"326\" srcset=\"https:\/\/redaktori.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/04\/kuteli-me-familjen-300x154.png 300w, https:\/\/redaktori.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/04\/kuteli-me-familjen-768x395.png 768w, https:\/\/redaktori.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/04\/kuteli-me-familjen.png 972w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 635px) 100vw, 635px\" \/><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>E dashur Efterpi, K\u00ebt\u00eb letr\u00eb, q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb, ndofta, e fundit, desha t\u00eb ta shkruaj me dor\u00eb, po nuk mund. 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