{"id":23732,"date":"2023-09-03T12:11:45","date_gmt":"2023-09-03T10:11:45","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/redaktori.com\/?p=23732"},"modified":"2023-09-03T12:11:45","modified_gmt":"2023-09-03T10:11:45","slug":"nje-nene-u-shua-sot-ne-azil","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/redaktori.com\/?p=23732","title":{"rendered":"Nj\u00eb n\u00ebn\u00eb u shua sot n\u00eb azil"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Nga MINA T. QIRICI\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>N\u00ebn\u00ebmadhja mbylli syt\u00eb n\u00eb mesnat\u00eb! E heshtur! E sfilitur! E zhg\u00ebnjyer!<\/p>\n<p>Me dhimbje n\u00eb zem\u00ebr! Infermieria e turnit shtangu nga habia. Mbi gjoksin e t\u00eb moshuar\u00ebs, pulsonte ende celulari, fiksuar me numrin: 068 20 32 8\u2026 Pes\u00ebqind thirrje\u2026<\/p>\n<div><\/div>\n<p>Asnj\u00eb p\u00ebrgjigje! Vajza shtypi butonin. Nga dhimbja apo kureshtja?<\/p>\n<p>Dhoma u mbulua nga z\u00ebri paq\u00ebsor i N\u00ebn\u00ebmadhes:<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBiri im! Sa t\u00eb kam pritur\u2026<\/p>\n<p>T\u00eb t\u00eb puth n\u00ebna syt\u00eb dhe ballin! Kam pes\u00eb vjet q\u00eb t\u00eb pres. Nga dita q\u00eb m\u00eb solle n\u00eb azil. Kurr\u00eb nuk kam marr\u00eb p\u00ebrgjigje nga ty, o bir! M\u00eb ka zhuritur malli! P\u00ebr ty dhe nipin.<\/p>\n<div><\/div>\n<p>Kaq pun\u00eb ke, or bir, sa nuk vjen t\u00eb takosh n\u00ebn\u00ebn? N\u00ebn\u00ebn q\u00eb t\u00eb dha jet\u00ebn? T\u00eb dha dashuri dhe mir\u00ebsi pafund? Desha t\u00eb shkruaja nj\u00eb let\u00ebr lamtumire, por nuk mundem. Ischemia cerebrale m\u2019i ka mpir\u00eb duart dhe k\u00ebmb\u00ebt, por jo dashurin\u00eb p\u00ebr ty. Vdekjen e kam fare pran\u00eb\u2026Iu luta mortjes\u00a0mos t\u00eb m\u00eb merrte n\u00eb fillim t\u00eb ver\u00ebs. Mos t\u00eb t\u00eb prishte n\u00ebna pushimet e plazhit\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Vdekja ma plot\u00ebsoi d\u00ebshir\u00ebn. Edhe mortja ka m\u00ebshir\u00eb p\u00ebr nj\u00eb n\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb mjer\u00eb! Po ty, t\u00eb l\u00ebndon dashuria ime? Vras mendjen dhe pyes veten: ku kam gabuar? Ku qendron faji im? Pse t\u00eb linda?<\/p>\n<p>T\u00eb rrita mes mijra mundimeve? T\u00eb shkollova? T\u00eb b\u00ebra burr\u00eb? T\u00eb dhash\u00eb jet\u00eb nga jeta ime?<\/p>\n<p>N\u00ebse t\u00eb kam l\u00ebnduar sadopak, k\u00ebrkoj ndjes\u00eb, o bir! Me zem\u00ebr! Nj\u00eb fjal\u00eb e urt\u00eb indiane thot\u00eb: \u2018N\u00ebna nuk gjykohet! N\u00ebna respektohet!\u2019 K\u00ebtu m\u00eb japin tri vakte n\u00eb dit\u00eb. M\u00eb japin edhe kafe. M\u00eb sjellin edhe ila\u00e7et e zemr\u00ebs. Kam dashurin\u00eb e shoqeve\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Por, eh! M\u00eb mungon dashuria jote! Pse o bir? Dashuria e n\u00ebn\u00ebs \u00ebsht\u00eb dashuri mbi t\u00eb gjitha dashurit\u00eb! Erdha n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e t\u00eb\u00a0moshuar\u00ebve, jo me d\u00ebshir\u00eb, por nga dashuria p\u00ebr ty. M\u00eb dhe fjal\u00ebn. Do vije t\u00eb m\u00eb takoje! T\u00eb besova! Besa dhe fjal\u00ebt jan\u00eb amanete, biri im!<\/p>\n<p>Kostandini u ngrit nga varri. Ia solli n\u00ebn\u00ebs n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi t\u00eb motr\u00ebn. I kishte dh\u00ebn\u00eb bes\u00ebn. Ke bes\u00eb, o bir?! Tani, vdekjen e kam fare pran\u00eb. E ndjej\u2026K\u00ebmb\u00ebt m\u00eb jan\u00eb mpir\u00eb. Por, duroj! T\u00eb jesh ti ai q\u00eb t\u00eb m\u2019i mbyll\u00ebsh syt\u00eb p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb fundit! T\u00eb jesh ti ai q\u00eb t\u00eb hedh\u00ebsh nj\u00eb grush dhe mbi arkivolin tim! T\u00eb nxjerr frym\u00ebn e fundit, mb\u00ebshtetur n\u00eb gjoksin t\u00ebnd!<\/p>\n<p>Tani, syri im nuk nxjerr m\u00eb lot\u00eb. Jan\u00eb shteruar. Tani, m\u00eb qan shpirti!<\/p>\n<p>Loti i shpirtit \u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00eb i r\u00ebnd\u00eb se loti i syrit, o bir! Nuk ka zjarr q\u00eb t\u2019i thaj\u00eb. Kam\u00a0nj\u00eb amanet t\u00eb fundit: Ma digj trupin n\u00eb zjarr! Hirin shp\u00ebrndaje n\u00eb bregun e detit.<\/p>\n<p>Aty ku kemi sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e plazhit. T\u00eb b\u00ebhem ves\u00eb m\u00ebngjesi e t\u00eb sp\u00ebrkas flet\u00ebt e tr\u00ebndafilave. I mbolli me duart e tij yt at\u00eb. I donte shum\u00eb lulet! K\u00ebput nj\u00eb gonxhe tr\u00ebndafili dhe merri er\u00eb. Do t\u00eb gjesh aty er\u00ebn time dhe do t\u00eb psher\u00ebtish: \u2018Arom\u00eb n\u00ebne!\u201d\u2019. Hiri im t\u00eb b\u00ebhet puhiz\u00eb n\u00eb zhegun e ver\u00ebs!<\/p>\n<p>T\u00eb t\u00eb flladit trupin, ballin dhe syt\u00eb! Hiri i kurmit tim t\u00eb ulet but\u00ebsisht mbi deg\u00ebt e ullirit!<\/p>\n<p>T\u00eb njom\u00eb lulet e sheg\u00ebs, limonit dhe portokalles! T\u2019u jap\u00eb frutave arom\u00ebn e trupit tim. Dhe ti, t\u00eb th\u00ebrras\u00ebsh me z\u00eb t\u00eb lart\u00eb: \u2018N\u00ebna ime\u2019. Dhe un\u00eb do t\u00eb p\u00ebrgjigjem: Jam k\u00ebtu! Hiri im t\u00eb b\u00ebhet mir\u00ebsi dhe dashuri p\u00ebr ty\u201d<\/p>\n<p>N\u00ebn\u00ebmadhja u varros mesdit\u00ebn e djeshme. M\u00eb shum\u00eb se vapa e k\u00ebsaj vere p\u00ebrv\u00eblues, ishte di\u00e7ka tjet\u00ebr m\u00eb p\u00ebrv\u00ebluese se dielli i dit\u00ebve t\u00eb fundgushtit.<\/p>\n<p>Malli i n\u00ebn\u00ebs! Ia dogji shpirtin, si djeg llava e vullkanit shpatin e malit.<\/p>\n<p>R\u00ebnkon me lot! Me lot n\u00ebne!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Nga MINA T. QIRICI\u00a0 N\u00ebn\u00ebmadhja mbylli syt\u00eb n\u00eb mesnat\u00eb! E heshtur! E sfilitur! E zhg\u00ebnjyer! Me dhimbje n\u00eb zem\u00ebr! Infermieria e turnit shtangu nga habia. Mbi gjoksin e t\u00eb moshuar\u00ebs, pulsonte ende celulari, fiksuar me numrin: 068 20 32 8\u2026 Pes\u00ebqind thirrje\u2026 Asnj\u00eb p\u00ebrgjigje! Vajza shtypi butonin. Nga dhimbja apo kureshtja? 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