Mjeku i njohur, Flamur Topi ka publikuar nj\u00eb pjes\u00eb t\u00eb tregimit t\u00eb tij, \u201cWhat country are you from Mr\u2026\u201d, pjes\u00eb e librit\u00a0\u201cNj\u00eb nat\u00eb jet\u00eb\u201d, n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn ai rr\u00ebfen p\u00ebrjetimet e tij n\u00eb udh\u00ebtimet jasht\u00eb vendit dhe p\u00ebrballen me diskriminimin, p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb p\u00ebrfshirjes s\u00eb disa shtetasve shqiptar\u00eb n\u00eb krime apo trafikime t\u00eb ndryshme.<\/p>\n
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Mjeku rr\u00ebfen se si \u00ebsht\u00eb p\u00ebrballur frik\u00ebn q\u00eb kishte p\u00ebr t\u00eb treguar se ishte shqiptar, n\u00eb nj\u00eb koh\u00eb q\u00eb nj\u00eb bashk\u00ebkombas i tij kishte kryer nj\u00eb krim t\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb vend t\u00eb Bashkimit Europian.<\/p>\n
\u201cNdjeva t\u00eb turbullohesha. Jo m\u00eb larg se nj\u00eb dit\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb, bashkatdhetari im, nj\u00eb djalosh rreth t\u00eb tridhjetave, kishte hyr\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb sht\u00ebpi fshati ku banonin krejt t\u00eb vetmuara \u00ebm\u00eb e bij\u00eb. N\u00ebn k\u00ebrc\u00ebnimin e thik\u00ebs i kishte lidhur dhe ua kishte mbyllur goj\u00ebn paq me scotch; kishte g\u00ebrmuar n\u00eb t\u00ebr\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb p\u00ebr para dhe sende me vler\u00eb, e pasi i kish gjetur k\u00ebto, n\u00eb vend t\u2019ia mbathte e t\u2019i g\u00ebzohej \u201cpasuris\u00eb\u201d, i kishte vajtur mendja edhe t\u00eb b\u00ebj\u00eb seks me dy femrat e gjora e t\u00eb pambrojtura. Kishte p\u00ebrdhunuar n\u00eb fillim t\u00eb \u00ebm\u00ebn n\u00eb sy t\u00eb s\u00eb bij\u00ebs e pastaj i qe kthyer vajz\u00ebs. Por kjo, nd\u00ebrsa ul\u00ebrinte n\u00ebn z\u00eb (p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb letr\u00ebs ngjit\u00ebse t\u00eb duct tape) kishte rezistuar, madje edhe e kishte g\u00ebrvishtur n\u00eb fytyr\u00eb agresorin. I trembur p\u00ebr k\u00ebto g\u00ebrvishtje, se mos p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb tyre e zbulonin, bashkudh\u00ebtari i kish dh\u00ebn\u00eb fund mosjepjes s\u00eb vajz\u00ebs s\u00eb gjor\u00eb me dhjet\u00eb thika n\u00eb trup, p\u00ebrmes nj\u00eb eg\u00ebrsie e t\u00ebrbimi t\u00eb pa shoq.\u00a0\u00a0E shokuar, tek ua kall\u00ebzonte krimin monstruoz njer\u00ebzve t\u00eb policis\u00eb, gruaja e gjor\u00eb ish goditur papritur nga infarkti e n\u00eb gjendjen e r\u00ebnd\u00eb psikike n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn ndodhej, s\u2019i kishte b\u00ebr\u00eb dot ball\u00eb. Kishte humbur jet\u00ebn edhe ajo. M\u2019u duk se i huaji i kabin\u00ebs at\u00eb artikull t\u00eb kronik\u00ebs s\u00eb zez\u00eb po lexonte. Madje pata p\u00ebrshtypjen se fotografia me ngjyra, t\u00eb cil\u00ebn un\u00eb e shihja s\u00eb prapthi e t\u00eb p\u00ebrmbysur, ishte pik\u00ebrisht ajo e n\u00ebn\u00ebs dhe e vajz\u00ebs s\u00eb gjor\u00eb\u201d, shkruan Topi.<\/em><\/p>\n \u00a0Nga Flamur Topi<\/strong><\/p>\n \u00c7do her\u00eb q\u00eb ndodhem jasht\u00eb vendit, m\u00eb kaplon nj\u00eb gjendje e bezdisshme inferioriteti dhe faj\u00ebsie. Besoj, ju shkon n\u00eb mendje p\u00ebrse! Me b\u00ebmat dhe paudh\u00ebsit\u00eb e tyre (th\u00ebn\u00eb but\u00ebsisht) bashkatdhetar\u00ebt ma kan\u00eb ulur kok\u00ebn dhe krenarin\u00eb, m\u00eb b\u00ebjn\u00eb t\u00eb skuqem e gati t\u00eb belb\u00ebzoj sa her\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb duhet t\u2019i p\u00ebrgjigjem pyetjes s\u00eb zakonshme:\u00a0What country are you from Mr\u2026?<\/em>\u00a0(Angl.) Nga \u00e7\u2019vend jeni ju zot\u00ebri\u2026? Prej nj\u00eb ore sodisja p\u00ebrtej dritares peizazhin e vendit t\u00eb huaj q\u00eb t\u00eb linte t\u00eb pamend p\u00ebr bukurit\u00eb natyrore dhe pun\u00ebn e njer\u00ebzve. Dend\u00ebsia e zonave t\u00eb banuara po rritej e pas n\u00ebnt\u00ebdhjet\u00eb minutash treni ekspres hyri n\u00eb periferin\u00eb e nj\u00eb qyteti disamilion\u00ebsh.<\/p>\n Ishte koha p\u00ebr \u201ct\u00eb\u00a0fjetur\u201d. B\u00ebra sikur dremisja me vesh\u00ebt \u201c\u00a0pinc\u00eb\u201d p\u00ebr t\u00eb rrokur edhe zhurm\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb vog\u00ebl p\u00ebrtej der\u00ebs s\u00eb kabin\u00ebs.<\/p>\n Nj\u00eb koh\u00eb treni u ndal. Z\u00ebrat dhe zhurmat e udh\u00ebtar\u00ebve q\u00eb p\u00ebrshkonin korridorin u shtuan dhe dikush trokiti lehtas n\u00eb kabin\u00eb. S\u2019u ndjeva. E kisha ndar\u00eb mendjen t\u00eb mos e hapja. Por, po kaq i vendosur, n\u00eb mos edhe m\u00eb shum\u00eb, qe i huaji. Ngulmonte me t\u00eb trokiturat e pareshtura (tani t\u00eb forta e k\u00ebmb\u00ebngul\u00ebse) sa po m\u00eb \u00e7mendte. Un\u00eb po, s\u2019ndihesha, si t\u00eb b\u00ebja gjumin e r\u00ebnd\u00eb t\u00eb vdekjes (sa i pasjellsh\u00ebm po tregohesha). S\u2019duhej t\u00eb kishte vende t\u00eb lira n\u00eb kabina t\u00eb tjera sepse burri s\u2019po m\u00eb shqitej.<\/p>\n Nj\u00eb \u00e7ast t\u00eb trokiturat pushuan. D\u00ebgjimi im i mprehur rroku zhurm\u00ebn e njohur t\u00eb shky\u00e7jes s\u00eb kabin\u00ebs. N\u00eb gjuh\u00ebn vendase i porsaardhuri fal\u00ebnderoi konduktorin dhe me nj\u00eb psher\u00ebtim\u00eb leht\u00ebsimi u fundos n\u00eb kolltukun e sfungjert\u00eb. Nj\u00eb cop\u00eb her\u00eb heshtje. Isha thuajse i bindur se pasagjeri po m\u00eb v\u00ebzhgonte. Un\u00eb po s\u2019hapja syt\u00eb. Luaja gjithnj\u00eb rolin e njeriut n\u00eb gjum\u00eb t\u00eb thell\u00eb. Ca m\u00eb von\u00eb d\u00ebgjova nj\u00eb si f\u00ebshf\u00ebrim\u00eb letrash (mbase t\u00eb ndonj\u00eb gazete) e prap\u00eb s\u2019pip\u00ebtiva. Uroja me vete q\u00eb bashkudh\u00ebtari t\u00eb kishte nj\u00eb rrug\u00eb sa m\u00eb t\u00eb shkurt\u00ebr p\u00ebr t\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb.<\/p>\n Ja q\u00eb gj\u00ebrat s\u2019mund t\u00eb shkonin deri n\u00eb fund ashtu si\u00e7 do t\u00eb kisha dashur un\u00eb. Kur s\u2019kishin kaluar as tridhjet\u00eb minuta nga nisja prej stacionit t\u00eb dyt\u00eb, ting\u00eblloi celulari. N\u00eb fillim nuk desha t\u00eb p\u00ebrgjigjesha. T\u00eb r\u00ebnat e telefonit ngulmonin. N\u00ebse nuk flisja mund t\u00eb m\u00eb pandehnin p\u00ebr t\u00eb vdekur a ndoshta t\u00eb s\u00ebmur\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00eb n\u00eb gjendje kome e gj\u00ebrat t\u00eb p\u00ebrkeq\u00ebsoheshin krejt papritur. \u2013 Alo! Kush jeni? H\u00eb, Leko?! Si?\u2026 Jo, jo, nuk jam n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb!\u2026 Kishe ndonj\u00eb problem?\u2026<\/p>\n Pas dhjet\u00eb minutash bised\u00eb me Lekon, gjat\u00eb s\u00eb cil\u00ebs bashkudh\u00ebtari i kabin\u00ebs m\u00eb ndiqte sy\u00e7ap\u00eblyer, duke u p\u00ebrpjekur t\u00eb hamend\u00ebsonte komb\u00ebsin\u00eb time, a ndoshta i habitur edhe me koh\u00ebzgjatjen e bised\u00ebs son\u00eb, (sa para q\u00eb paskan!) e mbylla celularin. Sapo u mata t\u00eb mb\u00ebshtetem s\u00ebrish n\u00eb shpinoren e kolltukut t\u00eb kabin\u00ebs e t\u00eb mbyllja syt\u00eb, burri (kurioz a ndoshta i etur p\u00ebr muhabet) si p\u00ebr dreq, pa u matur shum\u00eb, m\u00eb b\u00ebri q\u00eb n\u00eb fillim pyetjen e pad\u00ebshirueshme p\u00ebr mua:\u00a0What country are you from, Mr\u2026?<\/em><\/p>\n Ndjeva t\u00eb turbullohesha. Jo m\u00eb larg se nj\u00eb dit\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb, bashkatdhetari im, nj\u00eb djalosh rreth t\u00eb tridhjetave, kishte hyr\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb sht\u00ebpi fshati ku banonin krejt t\u00eb vetmuara \u00ebm\u00eb e bij\u00eb. N\u00ebn k\u00ebrc\u00ebnimin e thik\u00ebs i kishte lidhur dhe ua kishte mbyllur goj\u00ebn paq me\u00a0scotch<\/em>; kishte g\u00ebrmuar n\u00eb t\u00ebr\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb p\u00ebr para dhe sende me vler\u00eb, e pasi i kish gjetur k\u00ebto, n\u00eb vend t\u2019ia mbathte e t\u2019i g\u00ebzohej \u201cpasuris\u00eb\u201d, i kishte vajtur mendja edhe t\u00eb b\u00ebj\u00eb seks me dy femrat e gjora e t\u00eb pambrojtura. Kishte p\u00ebrdhunuar n\u00eb fillim t\u00eb \u00ebm\u00ebn n\u00eb sy t\u00eb s\u00eb bij\u00ebs e pastaj i qe kthyer vajz\u00ebs. Por kjo, nd\u00ebrsa ul\u00ebrinte n\u00ebn z\u00eb (p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb letr\u00ebs ngjit\u00ebse t\u00eb\u00a0duct tape<\/em>) kishte rezistuar, madje edhe e kishte g\u00ebrvishtur n\u00eb fytyr\u00eb agresorin. I trembur p\u00ebr k\u00ebto g\u00ebrvishtje, se mos p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb tyre e zbulonin, bashkudh\u00ebtari i kish dh\u00ebn\u00eb fund mosjepjes s\u00eb vajz\u00ebs s\u00eb gjor\u00eb me dhjet\u00eb thika n\u00eb trup, p\u00ebrmes nj\u00eb eg\u00ebrsie e t\u00ebrbimi t\u00eb pa shoq.<\/p>\n E shokuar, tek ua kall\u00ebzonte krimin monstruoz njer\u00ebzve t\u00eb policis\u00eb, gruaja e gjor\u00eb ish goditur papritur nga infarkti e n\u00eb gjendjen e r\u00ebnd\u00eb psikike n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn ndodhej, s\u2019i kishte b\u00ebr\u00eb dot ball\u00eb. Kishte humbur jet\u00ebn edhe ajo.<\/p>\n M\u2019u duk se i huaji i kabin\u00ebs at\u00eb artikull t\u00eb kronik\u00ebs s\u00eb zez\u00eb po lexonte. Madje pata p\u00ebrshtypjen se fotografia me ngjyra, t\u00eb cil\u00ebn un\u00eb e shihja s\u00eb prapthi e t\u00eb p\u00ebrmbysur, ishte pik\u00ebrisht ajo e n\u00ebn\u00ebs dhe e vajz\u00ebs s\u00eb gjor\u00eb.<\/p>\n \u2013 Albania! \u2013 iu p\u00ebrgjigja shkurt dhe i ngrysur, si njeriu q\u00eb s\u2019do ta zgjas\u00eb bised\u00ebn e k\u00ebrkon ta l\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb qet\u00eb n\u00eb hallet e veta.<\/p>\n \u2013 Almania?! \u2013 thirri tjetri i gjall\u00ebruar befas, ku s\u2019qe e v\u00ebshtir\u00eb t\u00eb dalloheshin tone t\u00eb qarta simpatie, ngroht\u00ebsie, respekti e nderimi t\u00eb ve\u00e7ant\u00eb\u2026 Oh, Zot!\u2026 Sa shum\u00eb e dua dhe e respektoj vendin tuaj t\u00eb madh!<\/p>\n Ah, po! Tani m\u2019u b\u00eb krejt e qart\u00eb! Pa m\u00eb t\u00eb voglin dyshim, i huaji thjesht p\u00ebr nj\u00eb d\u00ebgjim t\u00eb keq t\u00eb germ\u00ebs B, t\u00eb cil\u00ebn e kish marr\u00eb si M, kish ngat\u00ebrruar fatalisht Albanian me Almanian, dy vende krejt t\u00eb ndrysh\u00ebm. Nuk kisha forc\u00ebn, as kuraj\u00ebn, por edhe d\u00ebshir\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb vog\u00ebl p\u00ebr ta sqaruar. Nga ana tjet\u00ebr, pata kureshtjen dhe tundimin e \u00e7uditsh\u00ebm p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00ebsuar se gjer n\u00eb \u00e7\u2019shkall\u00eb do t\u00eb m\u00eb respektonin mua almanianin, sepse sa p\u00ebr albanianin, nga ana tjet\u00ebr, eh, k\u00ebt\u00eb e dija mir\u00eb\u2026<\/p>\n \u2013 \u00c7\u2019profesion kini? Me \u00e7far\u00eb merreni? \u2013 pyeti i huaji me ngroht\u00ebsi, madje me simpati, t\u00eb cil\u00ebn ai e shfaqte krejt hapur.<\/p>\n \u2013 Doktor! \u2013 ia preva shkurt.<\/p>\n \u2013 Oh, pa shih! Sa mir\u00eb! Sa bukur! Nuk ka profesion m\u00eb t\u00eb dashur e m\u00eb t\u00eb respektuar se juaji! Ju, almanian\u00ebt, kini mjek\u00ebsi v\u00ebrtet\u00eb t\u00eb zhvilluar!\u2026<\/p>\n \u2013 \u00c7far\u00eb specialiteti? \u2013 pyeti pas nj\u00eb pauze.<\/p>\n \u2013 Kardiolog! \u2013 iu p\u00ebrgjigja.<\/p>\n \u2013 Nj\u00eb specialitet i shk\u00eblqyer! Sidomos sot, ne koh\u00ebrat moderne, Infarkti po godet miliona njer\u00ebz n\u00eb bot\u00eb\u2026 Eh, \u00e7\u2019m\u00eb kujtoi ky em\u00ebr s\u00ebmundjeje infarktin e s\u00eb gjor\u00ebs grua, q\u00eb s\u2019mundi t\u00eb duroj\u00eb dhimbjen p\u00ebr vajz\u00ebn e vrar\u00eb barbarisht e pastaj t\u00eb p\u00ebrdhunuar nga nj\u00eb shqiptar!\u2026 Ja, sapo e lexova! Oh, Zot! Sa kriminel\u00eb, sa t\u00eb eg\u00ebr e t\u00eb pashpirt, sa pervers\u00eb q\u00eb jan\u00eb k\u00ebta shqiptar\u00ebt! Sa p\u00ebr mua, i urrej n\u00eb kulm!\u2026 Merre me mend! Ia dol\u00ebn mban\u00eb t\u00eb spostojn\u00eb gjer Mafian ton\u00eb e t\u00eb vijn\u00eb n\u00eb krye!\u2026<\/p>\n S\u2019pip\u00ebtija! Me siguri nj\u00eb \u00e7ehre m\u00eb shkonte e nj\u00eb m\u00eb vinte. Si po e duroja vall\u00eb nj\u00eb gjendje t\u00eb till\u00eb t\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00eb p\u00ebr\u00e7mimi, fyerjeje, urrejtjeje e dhunimi?!\u2026 Por n\u00eb \u00e7ast mendja m\u00eb shkonte fill e tek krimi makab\u00ebr. E \u00e7\u2019kisha p\u00ebr t\u00eb th\u00ebn\u00eb pask\u00ebtaj? Si do t\u00eb mund t\u00eb justifikohesha?\u2026<\/p>\n \u2013 Merreni me di\u00e7ka tjet\u00ebr? \u2013 pyeti p\u00ebrzem\u00ebrsisht dhe gjithnj\u00eb miq\u00ebsor bashkudh\u00ebtari.<\/p>\n Kisha \u00e7\u2019t\u00eb thosha. Ishte rasti i mir\u00eb ta largoja bashk\u00ebbiseduesin sa m\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u00eb qe e mundur nga diskutimi p\u00ebr krimin e tmerrsh\u00ebm t\u00eb dit\u00ebs q\u00eb shkoi, e, n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb t\u00eb pashmangshme, edhe nga biseda p\u00ebr shqiptar\u00ebt.<\/p>\n \u2013 O Per\u00ebndi! Sa t\u00eb zot, sa t\u00eb men\u00e7ur, sa t\u00eb talentuar, sa krijues jeni ju almanian\u00ebt! \u2013 thirri i huaji si i mahnitur. Doktor po, shkrimtar po, gazetar, skenarist p\u00ebr filma t\u00eb ekranit t\u00eb kinemas\u00eb, piktor, poet! Gruaja, mjeke e njohur! Djemt\u00eb, mjek\u00eb t\u00eb ardhsh\u00ebm! Nj\u00eb familje ideale mjek\u00ebsh! M\u00eb besoni sinqerisht! Ju \u00e7moj, ju \u00e7moj shum\u00eb! Ju respektoj, ju nderoj dhe ju dua! \u2013 thirri gati i entuziazmuar n\u00eb fund t\u00eb rr\u00ebfimit t\u00eb CV-s\u00eb sime\u2026 Po n\u00eb cilin qytet t\u00eb Almanias jetoni, sepse pa dyshim, n\u00eb personalitetin dhe formimin e nj\u00eb intelektuali t\u00eb fuqish\u00ebm e poliedrik sikurse ju, rol t\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00ebsish\u00ebm luan edhe mjedisi ku lind e rritesh. N\u00eb Mynih? N\u00eb Hamburg? Berlin? Bon?\u2026 M\u00eb thoni ju lutem, ku? Almanian e njoh mir\u00eb dhe e dua, e dua shum\u00eb, pa\u00e7ka se p\u00ebr ironi t\u00eb fatit, gjuh\u00ebn e saj burr\u00ebrore e t\u00eb rrept\u00eb s\u2019e m\u00ebsova q\u00eb s\u2019e m\u00ebsova kurr\u00eb!\u2026<\/p>\n Duhej t\u2019i jepja fund tragjidokomedis\u00eb! Fundit, m\u00eb jepej rasti t\u00eb m\u00ebsoja epilogun e saj, m\u00ebnyr\u00ebn si do t\u00eb reagonte i huaji ndaj keqkuptimit fatal.<\/p>\n \u2013 Qyteti im quhet Tirana! \u2013 iu p\u00ebrgjigja prerazi dhe ftoht\u00eb me tonet e bashk\u00ebbiseduesit q\u00eb k\u00ebrkon t\u2019i pres\u00eb urat me tjetrin sa m\u00eb shkurt t\u00eb qe e mundur.<\/p>\n Burri m\u00eb v\u00ebshtroi si i shastisur. Ngriti supet, hapi ca m\u00eb shum\u00eb syt\u00eb dhe mohoi me kok\u00eb si njeriu q\u00eb mundohet por s\u2019i vjen q\u00eb s\u2019i vjen nd\u00ebrmend nj\u00eb em\u00ebr i caktuar e vuan shum\u00eb p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb.<\/p>\n \u2013 Tirana that\u00eb? E \u00e7uditshme! S\u2019e kam d\u00ebgjuar kurr\u00eb! Mos \u00ebsht\u00eb diku af\u00ebr \u00cburzburgut? Mannheimit? Darmstadtit, Ludvigshafenit, Ansbachut?!\u2026<\/p>\n I panjohuri p\u00ebrmendi nj\u00eb s\u00ebr\u00eb emrash t\u00eb qyteteve gjermane. Ishte radha ime t\u00eb mohoja me kok\u00eb.<\/p>\n \u2013 M\u00eb falni, po n\u00eb cil\u00ebn pjes\u00eb t\u00eb Almanias \u00ebsht\u00eb? N\u00eb veri? Jug? Qend\u00ebr? Ku pik\u00ebrisht?\u2026<\/p>\n \u2013 Zot\u00ebri! Kam p\u00ebrshtypjen se m\u00eb kini keqkuptuar q\u00eb n\u00eb fillim, thjesht p\u00ebr d\u00ebgjimin e deformuar t\u00eb nj\u00eb germe t\u00eb vetme! Pra, un\u00eb jam nga Albania dhe jo Almania! Kryeqyteti i vendit tim \u00ebsht\u00eb Tirana dhe banor\u00ebt e saj thirren prej t\u00eb huajve albanez\u00eb, albanian\u00eb, ose shqiptar\u00eb!<\/p>\n I huaji shtangu. U pre, u ngrys, u err\u00ebsua n\u00eb fytyr\u00eb, u nxi!\u2026 I zhg\u00ebnjyer thell\u00eb, humorprishur, thuajse i tronditur, si i mekur,\u00a0 mezi mundi t\u00eb pyes\u00eb:<\/p>\n \u2013 Mos doni t\u00eb thoni se jeni bashk\u00ebkomb\u00ebs i kriminelit p\u00ebr t\u00eb cilin sapo fol\u00ebm? (Oh, Zot, \u00e7far\u00eb cinizmi!\u2026) Pra, ju jeni shqiptar?<\/p>\n Pohova n\u00eb heshtje me kok\u00eb, pa ia shqitur syt\u00eb.<\/p>\n \u2013 E pabesueshme! Jo! Jo! Ju nuk jeni shqiptar! Nuk jeni! Ju nuk mund t\u00eb jeni! Shqiptar\u00ebt jan\u00eb fare ndryshe\u2026 Vall\u00eb, ju, miku im i shtrenjt\u00eb almanian, po b\u00ebni nj\u00eb shaka t\u00eb hidhur me mua?!\u2026 N\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb k\u00ebshtu, jam gati t\u2019ia plas t\u00eb qeshurit e t\u00eb gajasem!\u2026<\/p>\n T\u00ebr\u00eb d\u00ebshp\u00ebrim vura leht\u00ebsisht buz\u00ebn n\u00eb gaz. M\u00eb vinte t\u00eb qeshja e nj\u00ebkoh\u00ebsisht t\u00eb qaja s\u00eb brendshmi (ngash\u00ebrimi m\u00eb i dhembsh\u00ebm)\u2026 P\u00ebr plot tridhjet\u00eb minuta kisha qen\u00eb n\u00ebnshtetas gjerman. Kisha ndjer\u00eb thell\u00eb qenies sime t\u00eb dyzuar e fobike, ngroht\u00ebsin\u00eb, dashamir\u00ebsin\u00eb, admirimin, simpatin\u00eb, vler\u00ebsimin dhe respektin p\u00ebr mua, qytetarin evropian t\u00eb klasit t\u00eb par\u00eb!\u2026 N\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn dit\u00eb dhe or\u00eb, vet\u00ebm tridhjet\u00eb minuta m\u00eb pas, po un\u00eb kisha provuar e ndjer\u00eb p\u00ebr\u00e7mimin, fyerjen, cinizmin, ftoht\u00ebsin\u00eb, gati-gati urrejtjen p\u00ebr mua, shqiptarin\u2026<\/p>\n Oh, Per\u00ebndi! \u2013 po thosha me veten. \u00c7\u2019gj\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb u dashkam t\u00eb b\u00ebj p\u00ebr njer\u00ebzin\u00eb, \u00e7\u2019kontribute t\u00eb tjera duhet t\u00eb jap, si u dashka t\u00eb jem ndryshe, autor i k\u00ebtij rr\u00ebfimi shpirti , p\u00ebr t\u00eb qen\u00eb nj\u00eblloj i vler\u00ebsuar, t\u00eb pakt\u00ebn i respektuar si gjith\u00eb qytetar\u00ebt e tjer\u00eb t\u00eb Evrop\u00ebs s\u00eb lir\u00eb. M\u00eb thoni, pra, \u00e7\u2019m\u00eb mungon, \u00e7\u2019gj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr pask\u00ebrka m\u00eb shum\u00eb almaniani brenda \u201cl\u00ebkur\u00ebs\u201d s\u00eb t\u00eb cilit p\u00ebrjetova tridhjet\u00eb minuta t\u00eb jasht\u00ebzakonshme dhe trondit\u00ebs tjet\u00ebrsimi\u2026 Por prap\u00eb, mbytur nga d\u00ebshp\u00ebrimi, pik\u00ebllimi dhe dhimbja p\u00ebr b\u00ebmat e r\u00ebnda a paudh\u00ebsit\u00eb foshnjarake t\u00eb v\u00ebllez\u00ebrve t\u00eb mi (si qen\u00ebr t\u00eb mbajtur lidhur n\u00eb zinxhir\u00eb p\u00ebr pes\u00ebdhjet\u00eb vjet e pastaj l\u00ebshuar t\u00eb \u201clir\u00eb\u201d udh\u00ebve t\u00eb bot\u00ebs), r\u00ebnduar prej nj\u00eb kompleksi torturues inferioriteti e faj\u00ebsie, un\u00eb nuk them: \u201cAh, t\u00eb isha nj\u00eb qytetar gjerman, italian, grek, francez, anglez, suedez a \u00e7far\u00ebdo!\u2026 Kurr\u00eb s\u2019kam p\u00ebr ta th\u00ebn\u00eb dhe as d\u00ebshiruar kam!\u2026 Ndjehem mir\u00eb k\u00ebshtu dhe k\u00ebtu! Pasardh\u00ebs i denj\u00eb i ilir\u00ebve, rac\u00ebs dhe vendit t\u00eb p\u00ebrzgjedhur, bekuar me plot dashuri e bujari nga vet\u00eb Per\u00ebndia\u2026<\/p>\n Si nj\u00eb kufom\u00eb e fresk\u00ebt, burri u ftoh dal\u00ebngadal\u00eb, u b\u00eb akull dhe\u2026 nuk foli m\u00eb\u2026 Disa minuta m\u00eb von\u00eb, kinse i lodhur, mbylli syt\u00eb\u2026<\/p>\n \u201cNj\u00eb dit\u00eb, zot\u00ebri, ka p\u00ebr t\u00eb qen\u00eb ndryshe! Krejt ndryshe! thash\u00eb me vete tek e lija n\u00eb vetmin\u00eb e tij t\u00eb huajin e ftoht\u00eb q\u00eb \u201cflinte\u201d e dukej si i vdekur\u2026 K\u00ebrkoja nj\u00eb kabin\u00eb boshe n\u00eb trenin ekspres t\u00eb m\u00ebngjesit ku s\u2019do t\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebnin pyetjen ankth:\u00a0\u201cWhat country are you from, Mr\u2026?<\/em><\/p>\n Shkurt<\/em>\u00a02007<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Mjeku i njohur, Flamur Topi ka publikuar nj\u00eb pjes\u00eb t\u00eb tregimit t\u00eb tij, \u201cWhat country are you from Mr\u2026\u201d, pjes\u00eb e librit\u00a0\u201cNj\u00eb nat\u00eb jet\u00eb\u201d, n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn ai rr\u00ebfen p\u00ebrjetimet e tij n\u00eb udh\u00ebtimet jasht\u00eb vendit dhe p\u00ebrballen me diskriminimin, p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb p\u00ebrfshirjes s\u00eb disa shtetasve shqiptar\u00eb n\u00eb krime apo trafikime t\u00eb ndryshme. 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\nMe ankth e droj\u00eb po i bija kryq e t\u00ebrthor trenit ekspres t\u00eb m\u00ebngjesit, q\u00eb do t\u00eb nisej pas pak. K\u00ebrkoja nj\u00eb kabin\u00eb boshe ku t\u00eb isha fillikat pa at\u00eb bashk\u00ebbiseduesin e rastit p\u00ebrball\u00eb, q\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb \u00e7ast, her\u00ebt a von\u00eb, do t\u00eb t\u00eb drejtoj\u00eb pyetjen e pashmangshme:\u00a0What country are you from Mr\u2026?
\n<\/em>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 M\u00eb n\u00eb fund e gjeta \u201cstreh\u00ebn time\u201d. U futa brenda, e mbylla me \u00e7el\u00ebs dhe zura vend pran\u00eb dritares. Mbylla syt\u00eb e b\u00ebra sikur flija. Ashtu symbyllur d\u00ebgjoja \u00e7apet e udh\u00ebtar\u00ebve t\u00eb fundit, ndoshta t\u00eb vonuar, q\u00eb ndalnin k\u00ebmb\u00ebt p\u00ebr disa \u00e7aste n\u00eb prag t\u00eb kabin\u00ebs sime. Gjithnj\u00eb t\u00eb sjellsh\u00ebm, ngurronin nj\u00eb cop\u00eb her\u00eb, si t\u00eb druanin se m\u00eb prishnin gjumin dhe b\u00ebnin tutje. Nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb, treni u nis. Korridori u qet\u00ebsua m\u00eb n\u00eb fund dhe un\u00eb hapa syt\u00eb. E, megjithat\u00eb, shqet\u00ebsimi se dikush nga \u00e7asti n\u00eb \u00e7ast do t\u00eb trokiste n\u00eb kabin\u00ebn time, do t\u00eb ulej p\u00ebrkundrejt e do t\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebnte pyetjen\u00a0What country are you from Mr\u2026?\u00a0<\/em>S\u2019m\u00eb ndahej, m\u00eb q\u00ebndronte pareshtur si shpata mbi kok\u00eb\u2026<\/p>\n
\nHapa syt\u00eb\u2026 B\u00ebra sikur sapo m\u00eb kishte dal\u00eb gjumi.<\/p>\n