{"id":16862,"date":"2019-09-16T21:36:42","date_gmt":"2019-09-16T19:36:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/redaktori.com\/?p=16862"},"modified":"2019-09-16T21:36:42","modified_gmt":"2019-09-16T19:36:42","slug":"umberto-eco-trishtimi-fillon-kur-romani-te-jete-perfunduar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/redaktori.com\/?p=16862","title":{"rendered":"Umberto Eco \u2013 Trishtimi fillon kur romani t\u00eb jet\u00eb p\u00ebrfunduar"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Tjet\u00ebr nuk di \u00e7\u2019t\u00eb them p\u00ebr m\u00ebnyr\u00ebn se si shkruaj romanet e mia. Ajo q\u00eb un\u00eb e \u00e7moj si t\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00ebsishme \u00ebsht\u00eb se ato duhet t\u00eb marrin disa vjet koh\u00eb.\u00a0<\/span>Nuk mund ta kuptoj at\u00eb autor q\u00eb shkruan roman p\u00ebr nj\u00eb vit (ata mund t\u00eb jen\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00ebdhenj\u00eb dh\u00eb un\u00eb i \u00e7moj p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb, por nuk u lakmoj). Bukuria e t\u00eb shkruarit t\u00eb nj\u00eb romani nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb si bukuria e transmetimi t\u00eb drejt\u00ebp\u00ebrdrejt\u00eb, ajo \u00ebsht\u00eb bukuri e nj\u00eb lloji m\u00eb radiofonik ose televiziv.<\/p>\n

Gjithmon\u00eb m\u00eb duket se bie n\u00eb kund\u00ebrshtim me vetveten, kur them se nj\u00ebrin prej romaneve t\u00eb mia e kam \u00e7uar deri n\u00eb fund, kjo sipas logjik\u00ebs s\u00eb tij t\u00eb brendshme do t\u00eb thot\u00eb si ai mund t\u00eb vazhdoj\u00eb deri n\u00eb fund, kurse un\u00eb duhet t\u00eb praj. Ndiej se po t\u00eb vazhdoja edhe m\u00eb tutje, do ta burgosja. Bukuria, g\u00ebzimi, q\u00ebndron n\u00eb t\u00eb ekzistuarit p\u00ebr gjasht\u00eb, shtat\u00eb, tet\u00eb vjet (mund\u00ebsisht deri n\u00eb pakufij) n\u00eb nj\u00eb bot\u00eb, t\u00eb cil\u00ebn je duke e nd\u00ebrtuar hap pas hapi, dhe e cila shndrrohet n\u00eb bot\u00eb t\u00ebnden.<\/span><\/p>\n

Trishtimi fillon kur romani t\u00eb jet\u00eb p\u00ebrfunduar.
\nKjo \u00ebsht\u00eb arsyeja pse do t\u00eb d\u00ebshiroja q\u00eb edhe nj\u00eb her\u00eb, madje menj\u00ebher\u00eb, ta shkruaja edhe romanin tjet\u00ebr. Por, n\u00ebse ai nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb aty, duke t\u00eb pritur, kot e ngut koh\u00ebn.
\nMegjithat\u00eb, nuk do t\u00eb d\u00ebshiroja q\u00eb k\u00ebto pohimet e fundit t\u00eb ngacmonin dik\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb shkruar menj\u00ebher\u00eb nj\u00eb roman tjet\u00ebr, aq m\u00eb pak shkrimtar\u00ebt e k\u00ebqinj: se shkruajn\u00eb vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr veten e tyre. Besoni po desh\u00ebt atij q\u00eb thot\u00eb k\u00ebshtu, por ai \u00ebsht\u00eb vet\u00ebm nj\u00eb narcisoid i pandersh\u00ebm dhe i rrem\u00eb.<\/span><\/p>\n

Ekziston vet\u00ebm di\u00e7ka q\u00eb mund t\u00eb shkruhet vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr vete, kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb lista e shpenzimeve. Ajo sh\u00ebrben p\u00ebr t\u00eb kujtuar se \u00e7far\u00eb duhet t\u00eb blesh n\u00eb treg, pasi t\u2019i kesh bler\u00eb mund ta hedh\u00ebsh, sepse nuk i sh\u00ebrben m\u00eb asgj\u00eb askujt. \u00c7do gj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr q\u00eb mund ta shkruash, do ta shkruash p\u00ebr t\u2019i th\u00ebn\u00eb dikujt di\u00e7ka.
\nShpesh m\u00eb kan\u00eb pyetur: \u201cA do t\u00eb shkruaje p\u00ebrs\u00ebri po t\u00eb t\u00eb thoshte dikush se nes\u00ebr do t\u00eb ndodh\u00eb nj\u00eb katastrof\u00eb kozmike, e cila do ta shkat\u00ebrronte gjith\u00eb universin, k\u00ebshtu q\u00eb askush nuk do t\u00eb mund ta lexonte nes\u00ebr at\u00eb q\u00eb ti do ta shkruaje sot?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

N\u00eb shikim t\u00eb par\u00eb, p\u00ebrgjigjja \u00ebsht\u00eb jo. P\u00ebrse t\u00eb shkruaj, n\u00ebse askush nuk do t\u00eb m\u00eb lexoj\u00eb?! N\u00eb nj\u00eb nivel tjet\u00ebr p\u00ebrgjigjja \u00ebsht\u00eb po, por vet\u00ebm sepse e ushqej nj\u00eb shpres\u00eb t\u00eb pashpres\u00eb se n\u00eb katastrof\u00ebn e galaksive, ndonj\u00eb yll do t\u00eb mund t\u00eb shp\u00ebtonte dhe nes\u00ebr dikush do t\u2019i deshifronte shkrimet e mia. T\u00eb shkruash, pra, edhe n\u00eb prag t\u00eb Apokalipsit, do t\u00eb ket\u00eb gjithnj\u00eb kuptim.
\nShkruhet vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr nj\u00eb Lexues. Kush thot\u00eb se shkruan vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr vete, jo vet\u00ebm q\u00eb g\u00ebnjen, por n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb t\u00eb llahtarshme \u00ebsht\u00eb edhe ateist. Edhe nga pik\u00ebv\u00ebshtrimi krejt\u00ebsisht laik.
\nI palumtur dhe i pashpres\u00eb do t\u00eb jet\u00eb ai q\u00eb nuk i drejtohet nj\u00eb Lexuesi t\u00eb ardhsh\u00ebm.<\/span><\/p>\n

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