{"id":16203,"date":"2019-08-29T21:10:12","date_gmt":"2019-08-29T19:10:12","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/redaktori.com\/?p=16203"},"modified":"2019-08-29T21:10:12","modified_gmt":"2019-08-29T19:10:12","slug":"dostojevski-e-pashe-ne-sy-vdekjen","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/redaktori.com\/?p=16203","title":{"rendered":"Dostojevski: E pash\u00eb n\u00eb sy vdekjen!"},"content":{"rendered":"

N\u00eb prill 1849, shkrimtari rus me shum\u00eb ndikim, Fjodor Dostojevski u arrestua bashk\u00eb me disa an\u00ebtar\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00eb t\u00eb Rrethit Petrashevski, nj\u00eb shoq\u00ebri e fsheht\u00eb intelektual\u00ebsh, t\u00eb cil\u00ebt mblidheshin rregullisht p\u00ebr t\u00eb diskutuar p\u00ebr let\u00ebrsin\u00eb e ndaluar nga Nikola I, Perandori i Rusis\u00eb. Tet\u00eb muaj m\u00eb von\u00eb, n\u00eb 22 dhjetor, ata u d\u00ebrguan n\u00eb Pallatin Semionov n\u00eb Sh\u00ebn Pet\u00ebrsburg, ku t\u00eb tre u lidh\u00ebn n\u00eb shtylla, me kok\u00ebn mbuluar. Nj\u00eb skuad\u00ebr pushkatimi ngriti pushk\u00ebt dhe mori sh\u00ebnjest\u00ebr.<\/span>\u00a0Heshtje totale, e cila u thye shum\u00eb shpejt, jo nga tingujt e t\u00ebrheqjes s\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00ebzave, por nga nj\u00eb urdh\u00ebr p\u00ebr pushkatar\u00ebt q\u00eb t\u00eb ulnin pushk\u00ebt. N\u00eb sekond\u00ebn e fundit, ekzekutimet ishin anuluar dhe an\u00ebtar\u00ebt u d\u00ebrguan s\u00ebrish n\u00eb burg.<\/p>\n

N\u00eb fundin e asaj dite, Dostojevski i shkruajti nj\u00eb let\u00ebr v\u00ebllait t\u00eb tij, Mikhail. N\u00eb t\u00eb, ai i p\u00ebrshkruante ngjarjet e paimagjinueshme t\u00eb asaj dite, i k\u00ebrkoi t\u00eb mos shqet\u00ebsohej p\u00ebr mir\u00ebqenien e tij nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb q\u00eb ndodhej n\u00eb burg, si dhe i shkruajti q\u00eb ndihej \u201ci rilindur\u201d si rezultat i asaj p\u00ebrvoje. Dostojevski u lirua pes\u00eb vjet m\u00eb von\u00eb, dhe m\u00eb pas do t\u00eb shkruante libra t\u00eb till\u00eb klasik\u00eb, si \u201cKrim dhe nd\u00ebshkim\u201d dhe \u201cV\u00ebllez\u00ebrit Karamazov\u201d.<\/p>\n

M\u00eb posht\u00eb letra e plot\u00eb:<\/p>\n

\u201cK\u00ebshtjella e Pjetrit dhe Palit<\/p>\n

22 Dhjetor 1849<\/p>\n

MlHAIL MlHAILOVICH DOSTOYEVSKY,<\/p>\n

Nevsky Prospect, p\u00ebrball\u00eb Rrug\u00ebs Gryazny<\/p>\n

n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e Neslind.<\/p>\n

V\u00eblla, miku im i shtrenjt\u00eb! Gjith\u00e7ka \u00ebsht\u00eb vendosur! M\u00eb kan\u00eb d\u00ebnuar me kat\u00ebr vite pun\u00eb t\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00eb n\u00eb k\u00ebshtjell\u00eb (besoj n\u00eb at\u00eb t\u00eb Orenburgut), dhe m\u00eb pas t\u00eb sh\u00ebrbej si ushtar. Sot, n\u00eb 22 Dhjetor, na d\u00ebrguan n\u00eb Pallatin Semionov. Atje na l\u00ebxuan t\u00eb gjith\u00ebve d\u00ebnimin me vdekje, na u tha t\u00eb puthnim Kryqin, shpatat tona u thyen mbi krer\u00ebt tan\u00eb, dhe na k\u00ebrkuan t\u00eb shkojm\u00eb p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb fundit n\u00eb tualet (k\u00ebmisha t\u00eb bardha). M\u00eb pas, tre prej nesh u lidh\u00ebn n\u00eb shtyll\u00ebn e ekzekutimit. Un\u00eb isha i gjashti. Na th\u00ebrrisnin tre e nga tre; si pasoj\u00eb, un\u00eb isha n\u00eb grupin e dyt\u00eb, dhe nuk m\u00eb mbetej m\u00eb shum\u00eb se nj\u00eb minut\u00eb jet\u00eb. N\u00eb mendje kisha ty v\u00eblla, dhe gjith\u00e7ka t\u00ebnden; gjat\u00eb minut\u00ebs s\u00eb fundit, vet\u00ebm ti ishe n\u00eb mendjen time, vet\u00ebm at\u00ebher\u00eb e kuptova se sa shum\u00eb t\u00eb dua, i dashur v\u00eblla! Arrita gjithashtu t\u00eb p\u00ebrqafoj Pleshejevin dhe Durovin, t\u00eb cil\u00ebt q\u00ebndruan pran\u00eb meje dhe t\u2019u them mirupafshim. N\u00eb fund, u dha urdh\u00ebri i t\u00ebrheqjes, dhe ata q\u00eb ishin lidhur pas shtyll\u00ebs u larguan. Na u tha se Madh\u00ebria e Tij, Perandori na kish falur jet\u00ebn. M\u00eb pas, na dhan\u00eb d\u00ebnimet aktual\u00eb. Vet\u00ebm Palmi \u00ebsht\u00eb falur, dhe do t\u00eb rikthehet n\u00eb ushtri me grad\u00ebn q\u00eb ka pasur.<\/p>\n

Sapo m\u00ebsova, i dashur v\u00eblla, se sot ose nes\u00ebr do t\u00eb na largojn\u00eb prej k\u00ebtu. K\u00ebrkova q\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00eb takoj. Por m\u00eb than\u00eb q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb e pamundur; mundem vet\u00ebm t\u00eb t\u00eb shkruaj k\u00ebt\u00eb let\u00ebr: nxito dhe m\u00eb kthe p\u00ebrgjigje sa m\u00eb shpejt q\u00eb t\u00eb mundesh. Kam frik\u00eb se n\u00eb nj\u00eb far\u00eb m\u00ebnyre do e kesh m\u00ebsuar p\u00ebr d\u00ebnimin ton\u00eb me vdekje. Nga dritaret e makin\u00ebs s\u00eb burgut, kur po na d\u00ebrgonin drejt Pallatit Semionov, pash\u00eb shum\u00eb njer\u00ebz; ndoshta lajmi ka ardhur tek ti, dhe ti ke vuajtur p\u00ebr mua. Tani do t\u00eb leht\u00ebsohesh. V\u00eblla! Nuk jam trishtuar dhe nuk kam r\u00ebn\u00eb moralisht. Jeta \u00ebsht\u00eb kudo, jeta \u00ebsht\u00eb brenda nesh, jo n\u00eb at\u00eb q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb jasht\u00eb nesh. Do t\u00eb ket\u00eb njer\u00ebz pran\u00eb meje, dhe t\u00eb jesh nj\u00eb njeri mes njer\u00ebzve dhe t\u00eb mbetesh p\u00ebrgjithmon\u00eb njeri, jo t\u00eb biesh moralisht, jo t\u00eb biesh para \u00e7far\u00ebdolloj fatkeq\u00ebsie q\u00eb mund t\u00eb t\u00eb ndodh\u00eb \u2013 kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb jeta; kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb detyra e jet\u00ebs. K\u00ebt\u00eb un\u00eb e kam kuptuar. Kjo ide m\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb futur n\u00eb mish dhe n\u00eb gjak. Po, \u00ebsht\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb! Koka q\u00eb krijonte, q\u00eb jetonte me form\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb ep\u00ebrme t\u00eb artit, \u00ebsht\u00eb k\u00ebputur tashm\u00eb nga supet e mia. Mbetet kujtimi dhe imazhet e krijuara, por jo m\u00eb t\u00eb mish\u00ebruara tek un\u00eb. Ato do t\u00eb m\u00eb \u201cg\u00ebrvishtin\u201d, \u00ebsht\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb! Por tek un\u00eb, mbeten zemra ime dhe po ai mish dhe gjak, q\u00eb gjithashtu mund t\u00eb dashurojn\u00eb, dhe vuajn\u00eb, dhe d\u00ebshirojn\u00eb, dhe kujtojn\u00eb, dhe kjo, n\u00eb fund t\u00eb fundit, \u00ebsht\u00eb jeta. On voit le soleil! (Ne e shohim Diellin!) Tani, mir\u00ebupafshim v\u00eblla! Mos mbaj zi p\u00ebr mua!<\/p>\n

Dhe tani, p\u00ebr gj\u00ebrat materiale: librat e mi (kam ende Bibl\u00ebn) dhe shum\u00eb dor\u00ebshkrime, skic\u00ebn e dram\u00ebs dhe t\u00eb romanit (dhe historin\u00eb e p\u00ebrfunduar t\u00eb \u201cNj\u00eb p\u00ebrrall\u00eb f\u00ebmije\u201d) mi mor\u00ebn, dhe me shum\u00eb gjasa do t\u00eb t\u2019i ken\u00eb sjell\u00eb ty. Po t\u00eb l\u00eb gjithashtu pallton dhe rrobat e vjetra, n\u00ebse d\u00ebrgon dik\u00eb q\u00eb t\u2019i marr\u00eb. Tani, i dashur v\u00eblla, mbase do t\u00eb m\u00eb duhet t\u00eb b\u00ebj nj\u00eb rrug\u00eb t\u00eb gjat\u00eb. Nevojiten para. I dashur v\u00eblla, kur t\u00eb marr\u00ebsh k\u00ebt\u00eb let\u00ebr, dhe n\u00ebse ke mund\u00ebsi t\u00eb m\u00eb d\u00ebrgosh disa para, mi d\u00ebrgo menj\u00ebher\u00eb. Tani parat\u00eb m\u00eb duhen m\u00eb shum\u00eb se sa ajri (p\u00ebr nj\u00eb arsye t\u00eb caktuar). M\u00eb d\u00ebrgo edhe disa reshta. Pastaj, n\u00ebse vijn\u00eb parat\u00eb nga Moska \u2013 m\u00eb kujto dhe mos m\u00eb braktis. Kaq kisha! Kam borxhe, po \u00e7far\u00eb mund t\u00eb b\u00ebj?<\/p>\n

Puthi gruan dhe f\u00ebmij\u00ebt. Folu vazhdimisht p\u00ebr mua q\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00eb kujtojn\u00eb e mos t\u00eb m\u00eb harrojn\u00eb. Ndoshta, dikur do t\u00eb takohemi p\u00ebrs\u00ebri! V\u00eblla, kujdesu p\u00ebr veten dhe familjen, jeto n\u00eb qet\u00ebsi dhe me kujdes. Mendo p\u00ebr t\u00eb ardhmen e f\u00ebmij\u00ebve t\u00eb tu\u2026 Jeto pozitivisht. Nuk kam ndier kurr\u00eb brenda vetes nj\u00eb jet\u00eb shpirt\u00ebrore kaq t\u00eb pasur, sa tani. Por a do t\u00eb duroj\u00eb trupi im? Nuk e di. Po iki i s\u00ebmur\u00eb, vuaj nga skrofulla. Por nuk ka gj\u00eb! V\u00eblla, tashm\u00eb kam hequr kaq shum\u00eb n\u00eb jet\u00eb, saq\u00eb asgj\u00eb nuk m\u00eb frik\u00ebson m\u00eb. T\u00eb b\u00ebhet \u00e7\u2019t\u00eb b\u00ebhet! Sapo t\u00eb mundem, do t\u00eb t\u00eb njoftoj se \u00e7\u2019b\u00ebhet me mua. P\u00ebrsh\u00ebndeti dhe Maikov\u00ebt nga un\u00eb. Thuaju q\u00eb i fal\u00ebnderoj p\u00ebr interesimin e tyre t\u00eb vazhduesh\u00ebm p\u00ebr fatin tim. Thuaj disa fjal\u00eb p\u00ebr mua Evgjeni Petrovnas, sa m\u00eb t\u00eb ngrohta q\u00eb t\u00eb mundesh, si t\u00eb t\u2019i ndiej\u00eb zemra. I uroj shum\u00eb lumturi, dhe gjithmon\u00eb do ta kujtoj me respekt dhe mir\u00ebnjohje. Shtr\u00ebngoju duart Nikolai Apollonovi\u00e7it dhe Apollon Maikovit, si dhe t\u00eb tjer\u00ebve. Gjej Janovskin. SHtr\u00ebngoji duart, fal\u00ebnderoje. N\u00eb fund, tako dhe shtr\u00ebngo duart me t\u00eb gjith\u00eb ata q\u00eb nuk m\u00eb kan\u00eb harruar. Dhe ata q\u00eb m\u00eb kan\u00eb harruar \u2013 kujtojua dhe atyre Fjodor Dostojevskin. Puthe v\u00ebllan\u00eb ton\u00eb, kolian. Shkruaji nj\u00eb let\u00ebr v\u00ebllait ton\u00eb, Andreit, dhe informoje p\u00ebr mua. Shkruaji edhe xhaxhait dhe hall\u00ebs. K\u00ebt\u00eb ta k\u00ebrkoj n\u00eb emrin tim, dhe p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndeti nga un\u00eb. Shkruaju motrave tona: U uroj sa m\u00eb shum\u00eb lumturi.<\/p>\n

Dhe ndoshta, nj\u00eb dit\u00eb, do t\u00eb takohemi s\u00ebrish, v\u00eblla! Kujdesu p\u00ebr veten, vazhdo jeto, p\u00ebr dashurin\u00eb e Zotit, deri kur t\u00eb takohemi. Ndoshta nj\u00eb dit\u00eb do t\u00eb p\u00ebrqafohemi dhe kujtojm\u00eb vegj\u00eblin\u00eb e rinin\u00eb ton\u00eb, koh\u00ebt tona t\u00eb arta, rinin\u00eb dhe shpresat tona, t\u00eb cilat n\u00eb k\u00ebto moment po i heq nga zemra ime, me gjakun tim, p\u00ebr t\u2019i groposur.<\/p>\n

A mund t\u00eb ndodh\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb q\u00eb mund t\u00eb mos m\u00eb bjer\u00eb kurr\u00eb nj\u00eb pen\u00eb n\u00eb duar? Mendoj se pas kat\u00ebr viteve atje, do ta kem nj\u00eb shans. Do t\u00eb t\u00eb d\u00ebrgoj gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb do t\u00eb mundem t\u00eb shkruaj, n\u00ebse do t\u00eb mundem, o Zot! Sa shum\u00eb imagjinata q\u00eb kan\u00eb jetuar p\u00ebrmes meje, q\u00eb kam krijuar vet\u00eb, do t\u00eb zhduken nga mendja ime, ose do t\u00eb luajn\u00eb si helm n\u00eb gjakun tim? Po, n\u00ebse nuk m\u00eb lejojn\u00eb t\u00eb shkruaj, do t\u00eb zhdukem. M\u00eb mir\u00eb 15 vite burg me nj\u00eb pen\u00eb n\u00eb duar!<\/p>\n

M\u00eb shkruaj m\u00eb shpesh, m\u00eb shkruaj detaje, m\u00eb shum\u00eb fakte. N\u00eb \u00e7do let\u00ebr m\u00eb shkruaj p\u00ebr gjithfar\u00ebsoj detajesh familjare, p\u00ebr \u00e7ik\u00ebrrima, mos harro. Kjo do t\u00eb m\u00eb jap\u00eb shpres\u00eb dhe jet\u00eb. Ta dije se si, letrat e tua, m\u00eb ringjallnin brenda k\u00ebsaj k\u00ebshtjelle. K\u00ebta dy muajt e fundit, kur ishte e ndaluar t\u00eb shkruanim dhe t\u00eb merrnim letra, kan\u00eb qen\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00eb p\u00ebr mua. Isha i s\u00ebmur\u00eb. Fakti q\u00eb nuk m\u00eb d\u00ebrgoje para her\u00eb pas here m\u00eb b\u00ebnte t\u00eb shqet\u00ebsohesha p\u00ebr ty; do t\u00eb thoshte se edhe ti vet\u00eb ishe n\u00eb nevoj\u00eb t\u00eb madhe! Puthi p\u00ebrs\u00ebri f\u00ebmij\u00ebt; fytyrat e tyre t\u00eb bukura nuk i heq dot nga mendja. Qofshin t\u00eb lumtur! Qofsh i lumtur edhe ti, v\u00eblla, qofsh i lumtur!<\/p>\n

Por mos mbaj dhimbje, p\u00ebr hir t\u00eb Zotit, por mbaj dhimbje p\u00ebr mua! Beso q\u00eb nuk kam r\u00ebn\u00eb moralisht, mbaj mend q\u00eb shpresa nuk m\u00eb ka humbur. Pas kat\u00ebr vitesh do t\u00eb ket\u00eb nj\u00eb zbutje t\u00eb fatit tim. Do t\u00eb jem nj\u00eb ushtar \u2013 jo m\u00eb nj\u00eb i burgosour, dhe mbaj mend q\u00eb nj\u00eb dit\u00eb do t\u00eb mundem t\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrqafoj. Sot isha n\u00eb kthetrat e vdekjes p\u00ebr tre\u00e7erek ore; kam jetuar me at\u00eb ide; Isha n\u00eb \u00e7astin e fundit t\u00eb jet\u00ebs dhe tani jam s\u00ebrish i gjall\u00eb!<\/p>\n

N\u00ebse dikush ka kujtime t\u00eb k\u00ebqia nga un\u00eb, n\u00ebse jam grindur me dik\u00eb, n\u00ebse i kam l\u00ebn\u00eb nj\u00eb p\u00ebrshtypje t\u00eb pak\u00ebnaqshme ndokujt \u2013 thuaju q\u00eb duhet ta harrojn\u00eb, n\u00ebse mundesh t\u2019i takosh. N\u00eb shpirtin tim nuk ka vrer; do t\u00eb doja shum\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrqafoja k\u00ebdo nga ish miqt\u00eb e mi n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb moment. \u00cbsht\u00eb ngush\u00eblluese.<\/p>\n

E p\u00ebrjetova sot, kur po u thoja lamtumir\u00eb miqve t\u00eb shtrenjt\u00eb para vdekjes. N\u00eb at\u00eb moment mendova se lajmi i ekzekutimit do t\u00eb t\u00eb vriste. Por tani qet\u00ebsohu, jam ende gjall\u00eb dhe do t\u00eb jetoj n\u00eb t\u00eb ardhmen me mendimin q\u00eb nj\u00eb dit\u00eb do t\u00eb mundem t\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrqafoj. Vet\u00ebm k\u00ebt\u00eb gj\u00eb kam n\u00eb mendje tani.<\/p>\n

\u00c7far\u00eb po b\u00ebn? \u00c7far\u00eb ke menduar sot? A ke dijeni p\u00ebr fatin ton\u00eb? Sa ftoht\u00eb ishte sot!<\/p>\n

Ah sikur letra ime t\u00eb mb\u00ebrrinte sa m\u00eb shpejt tek ti. P\u00ebrndryshe, do t\u00eb rri kat\u00ebr muaj pa lajme prej teje. I kam par\u00eb zarfet me t\u00eb cil\u00ebt d\u00ebrgove para gjat\u00eb dy muajve t\u00eb fundit; adresa ishte shkruajtur me dor\u00ebn t\u00ebnde, dhe isha i lumtur q\u00eb je mir\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Kur hedh syt\u00eb pas n\u00eb t\u00eb kaluar\u00ebn dhe mendoj se sa shum\u00eb koh\u00eb e kemi \u00e7uar d\u00ebm, sa shum\u00eb koh\u00eb e kemi humbur me g\u00ebnjime, sa shum\u00eb nuk e kam vler\u00ebsuar koh\u00ebn, sa shpesh kam m\u00ebkatuar kund\u00ebr zemr\u00ebs dhe shpirtit tim \u2013 zemra ime pikon gjak. Jeta \u00ebsht\u00eb dhurat\u00eb, jeta \u00ebsht\u00eb lumturi, \u00e7do minut\u00eb mund t\u00eb ket\u00eb qen\u00eb nj\u00eb epok\u00eb e t\u00ebr\u00eb lumturie. Si jeunesse savait! Tani, duke ndryshuar jet\u00ebn time, mund t\u00eb kem rilindur n\u00eb nj\u00eb form\u00eb t\u00eb re. V\u00eblla! T\u00eb betohem q\u00eb nuk do ta humb shpres\u00ebn, dhe do t\u00eb ruaj t\u00eb past\u00ebr shpirtin dhe zemr\u00ebn time. Do t\u00eb rilind n\u00eb di\u00e7ka m\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb. Kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb e gjith\u00eb shpresa ime, ngush\u00ebllimi im!<\/p>\n

Jeta n\u00eb burg ka vrar\u00eb tashm\u00eb tek un\u00eb k\u00ebrkesat e mishit, q\u00eb nuk kan\u00eb qen\u00eb t\u00ebr\u00ebsisht t\u00eb pastra; m\u00eb par\u00eb, kujdesesha shum\u00eb pak p\u00ebr veten. Tani, privimet nuk jan\u00eb asgj\u00eb p\u00ebr mua, e si pasoj\u00eb mos ki frik\u00eb se mos v\u00ebshtir\u00ebsit\u00eb materiale do t\u00eb m\u00eb vrasin. Nuk mund t\u00eb ndodh\u00eb! Ah! Vet\u00ebm sh\u00ebndet t\u00eb kem!<\/p>\n

Mir\u00ebupafshim, mir\u00ebupafshim, v\u00ebllai im! Kur do t\u00eb t\u00eb shkruaj p\u00ebrs\u00ebri? Do t\u00eb t\u00eb shkruaj nj\u00eb rr\u00ebfim sa m\u00eb t\u00eb detajuar q\u00eb t\u00eb mundem, p\u00ebr udh\u00ebtimin tim. N\u00ebse ruaj sh\u00ebndetin, at\u00ebher\u00eb gjith\u00e7ka do t\u00eb shkoj\u00eb mir\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Mir\u00ebupafshim, mir\u00ebupafshim v\u00ebllai im! T\u00eb p\u00ebrqafoj fort, t\u00eb puth fort. M\u00eb kujto pa dhimbje n\u00eb zem\u00ebr. Mos u brengos, t\u00eb lutem, mos u brengos p\u00ebr mua! N\u00eb letr\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr do t\u00eb t\u00eb shkruaj si jam. Mbaj mend at\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb kam th\u00ebn\u00eb: planifikoje jet\u00ebn t\u00ebnde, mos e \u00e7o d\u00ebm, mendo p\u00ebr f\u00ebmij\u00ebt. Ah t\u00eb kem t\u00eb t\u00eb takoj! MIr\u00ebupafshim! Tani largohem nga \u00e7do gj\u00eb q\u00eb e kisha t\u00eb shtrenjt\u00eb; \u00ebsht\u00eb e dhimbshme t\u00eb largohem! \u00cbsht\u00eb e dhimbshme t\u00eb ndahesh n\u00eb dysh, t\u00eb ndash zemr\u00ebn n\u00eb dysh. Mir\u00ebupafshim! Mir\u00ebupafshim! Por do t\u00eb t\u00eb takoj, jam i bindur \u2013 shpresoj; mos ndrysho, m\u00eb duaj, mos e l\u00ebr kujtes\u00ebn t\u00ebnde t\u00eb ftohet, dhe mendimi p\u00ebr dashurin\u00eb t\u00ebnde do t\u00eb jet\u00eb pjesa m\u00eb e bukur e jet\u00ebs sime. Mirupafshim! Mirupafshim! Mirupafshim t\u00eb gjith\u00ebve!<\/p>\n

V\u00ebllai yt, Fjodor Dostojevski<\/p>\n

22 Dhjetor 1849<\/p>\n

Ps. Kur m\u00eb arrestuan, m\u00eb mor\u00ebn disa libra. Vet\u00ebm dy prej tyre ishin libra t\u00eb ndaluar. A nuk i merr t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt p\u00ebr vete? Por kam nj\u00eb k\u00ebrkes\u00eb: nj\u00eb prej librave ishte \u201cVepra e Valerian Maikovit\u201d eset\u00eb e tij kritike \u2013 kopje e Evgjeni Petrovnas. Ishte thesari i saj, dhe ajo ma huazoi mua. Kur m\u00eb arrestuan, i k\u00ebrkova oficerit t\u00eb policis\u00eb q\u00eb t\u2019ia kthente asaj librin, dhe i dhash\u00eb adres\u00ebn. Nuk e di n\u00eb ia ka kthyer. T\u00eb lutem pyet. Nuk do t\u00eb doja t\u2019ia hiqja asaj k\u00ebt\u00eb kujtim. Mirupafshim, edhe nj\u00eb her\u00eb!<\/p>\n

Yti, F. Dostojevski<\/p>\n

P\u00ebrkthimi: Bota.al<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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