\u201cE dashur\u2026<\/p>\n
E kam kuptuar q\u00eb shkrimtari \u00ebsht\u00eb gjithmon\u00eb n\u00eb luft\u00eb me mjedisin n\u00eb t\u00eb cilin shkruan, tamam si dashuria q\u00eb tenton t\u00eb jetoj\u00eb p\u00ebrjet\u00ebsisht. Ja pse nuk prita asnj\u00eb sekond tjet\u00ebr q\u00eb t\u00eb ulesha p\u00ebrs\u00ebri e t\u00eb rifilloja letr\u00ebn q\u00eb e lash\u00eb pa filluar rreth nj\u00eb or\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb.<\/span><\/p>\n Postieri m\u00eb tha q\u00eb e kan\u00eb zgjatur orarin p\u00ebr t\u00eb pranuar letra e q\u00eb p\u00ebr mua do e mbyllte nj\u00ebrin sy edhe p\u00ebr vonesa t\u00eb tepruara. Me siguri do t\u00eb ket\u00eb lexuar letrat e mia e ka r\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb dashuri me ty. Ja kisha frik\u00ebn k\u00ebsaj gj\u00ebje, por m\u00eb mir\u00eb ti b\u00ebj t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt t\u00eb dashurohen me ty sesa ti t\u00eb vazhdosh dit\u00ebt e tua pa ditur se sa leht\u00eb i b\u00ebn t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt t\u00eb bien p\u00ebr ty duke t\u00eb par\u00eb n\u00ebp\u00ebrmjet fjal\u00ebve t\u00eb mia.<\/p>\n E mban mend fiksimin ton\u00eb t\u00eb hersh\u00ebm p\u00ebr \u00ebndrrat dhe kuptimet e tyre? E di, nuk arrit\u00ebm asnj\u00ebher\u00eb t\u2019ua gjenim fundin e ndoshta kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb arsyeja se pse m\u00eb shfaqesh k\u00ebto net\u00ebt e fundit kur mbyll syt\u00eb. Mesa duket egoizmi i tepruar q\u00eb ke pasur p\u00ebr t\u00eb marr\u00eb dashuri nuk t\u00eb q\u00ebnka shuar fare. Gjithmon\u00eb ta kam urryer at\u00eb ve\u00e7ori, pasi doemos duhet t\u00eb jet\u00eb nj\u00eb ves, kur pi me litra dashuri e p\u00ebrs\u00ebri mendon p\u00ebr got\u00ebn e rradh\u00ebs. Ama e di mjaft mir\u00eb q\u00eb n\u00ebse nuk do e kishe at\u00eb gj\u00eb, une s\u2019do kisha asgj\u00eb.<\/p>\n Ja p\u00ebr shembull dje, tek po ecja rrug\u00ebs p\u00ebr t\u00eb bler\u00eb disa libra t\u00eb rinj, pasi kam nevoj\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb dal nga idet\u00eb e djeshme, pash\u00eb nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb. Nuk ishte aspak si ti, por n\u00eb m\u00ebndjen time imazhi yt ishe gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb shihja. Humba aq shum\u00eb n\u00eb form\u00ebn e gush\u00ebs s\u00eb saj duke pikturuar but\u00ebsin\u00eb e l\u00ebkur\u00ebs t\u00ebnde, saq\u00eb nuk e d\u00ebgjova as t\u00eb kuqen e semaforit q\u00eb k\u00ebrcente para syve t\u00eb mi. Kalova rrug\u00ebn me shpejt\u00ebsi q\u00eb mos ta humbisja fytyr\u00ebn e saj nga v\u00ebshtrimi im. N\u00eb m\u00ebndje shpresoja q\u00eb t\u00eb mos m\u00eb vinte re, pasi do e kuptonte menj\u00ebher\u00eb q\u00eb po mendoja p\u00ebr ty. E nj\u00eb femre nuk i p\u00eblqen ta shikojn\u00eb p\u00ebr nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr. Edhe pse n\u00eb rastin t\u00ebnd jam i sigurt\u00eb q\u00eb dhe vet\u00eb ajo do b\u00ebnte nj\u00eb p\u00ebrjashtim.<\/p>\n Flok\u00ebt nuk i kishte aspak si ti. Ja pse mu desh t\u00eb b\u00ebhesha piktor e t\u00eb kaloja arom\u00ebn e ka\u00e7urrelave t\u00eb tu nga kujtimet e mia tek mendimet e saj. Moll\u00ebzat nuk e kishin aspak at\u00eb nuanc\u00ebn ngjyr\u00eb ari q\u00eb krijohet tek ti kur t\u00eb buz\u00ebqeshin syt\u00eb, ama b\u00ebra m\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00ebn q\u00eb munda p\u00ebr t\u2019i dh\u00ebn\u00eb buz\u00ebqeshjen q\u00eb kam kur ti m\u00eb sheh drejt e n\u00eb sy.<\/p>\n N\u00eb fund mb\u00ebrrita tek syt\u00eb. Ngjyra e tyre ishte gati e nj\u00ebjt\u00eb me t\u00eb tuat, ama e dija me siguri q\u00eb i mungonte epshi i eg\u00ebr q\u00eb ti i jep shikimit kur i lyen buz\u00ebt me t\u00eb kuqe. E buz\u00ebt jan\u00eb gjithmon\u00eb t\u00eb kuq\u00ebrremta kur t\u00eb shikoj tek femrat e tjera. Ndoshta sepse buz\u00ebt e tua jan\u00eb t\u00eb marrosura pas t\u00eb kuqes. Ose ndoshta sepse gjaku im \u00ebsht\u00eb i marrosur pas buz\u00ebve t\u00eb tua.<\/p>\n N\u00ebse do ta dija q\u00eb sot do te ishte hera e fundit q\u00eb do t\u00eb t\u00eb shihja duke fjetur, do t\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrqafoja fort, fort dhe do t\u2019i lutesha Zotit q\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebhesha roja e shpirtit t\u00ebnd. N\u00ebse do e dija se kjo do ishte hera e fundit q\u00eb do t\u00eb t\u00eb shihja t\u00eb dilje nga dera, do t\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrqafoja dhe do t\u00eb t\u00eb jepja nj\u00eb puthje dhe do t\u00eb t\u00eb th\u00ebrrisja p\u00ebrs\u00ebri q\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00eb jepja edhe t\u00eb tjera.<\/p>\n N\u00ebse do ta dija q\u00eb kjo do t\u00eb ishte hera e fundit q\u00eb do ta d\u00ebgjoja z\u00ebrin t\u00ebnd, do t\u00eb regjistroja \u00e7do fjal\u00eb t\u00ebnden q\u00eb t\u00eb mund t\u00eb t\u00eb d\u00ebgjoja p\u00ebrs\u00ebri, p\u00ebrs\u00ebri.. N\u00ebse do t\u00eb dija q\u00eb k\u00ebto do t\u00eb ishin momentet e fundit q\u00eb do t\u00eb t\u00eb shihja, do t\u00eb t\u00eb thosha \u201ct\u00eb dashuroj\u201d dhe do t\u00eb supozoja jo logjikisht se e dije m\u00eb par\u00eb. Ekziston gjithmon\u00eb nj\u00eb e nes\u00ebrme dhe jeta na jep edhe mund\u00ebsi t\u00eb tjera q\u00eb t\u2019i b\u00ebjm\u00eb gj\u00ebrat si\u00e7 duhet, por n\u00ebse b\u00ebjm\u00eb gabime na mbetet vet\u00ebm e sotmja.<\/p>\n Do t\u00eb doja t\u00eb t\u00eb thoja se sa shum\u00eb t\u00eb dua dhe se kurr\u00eb s\u2019do t\u00eb t\u00eb harroj. E nes\u00ebrmja nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb e sigurt\u00eb p\u00ebr ask\u00ebnd, si i ri, si i vjet\u00ebr. Sonte mund t\u00eb jet\u00eb hera e fundit q\u00eb i shikon njer\u00ebzit q\u00eb do. Prandaj mos prit m\u00eb, b\u00ebje sot sepse e nes\u00ebrmja nuk vjen kurr\u00eb. Sigurisht do pendohesh p\u00ebr dit\u00ebn kur nuk gjete kohe\u00eb p\u00ebr nj\u00eb buz\u00ebqeshje, nj\u00eb p\u00ebrqafim, nj\u00eb puthje dhe sepse ishe i z\u00ebn\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb realizuar nj\u00eb d\u00ebshir\u00eb t\u00eb tyre.<\/p>\n Mbaji ata q\u00eb dashuron pran\u00eb vetes, thuaju duke m\u00ebrm\u00ebritur se sa shum\u00eb ke nevoj\u00eb p\u00ebr ta, dashuroji, sillu mir\u00eb, gjej koh\u00ebn p\u00ebr ta, thuaju \u201cm\u00eb vjen keq\u201d, \u201cm\u00eb fal\u201d , \u201cfaleminderit\u201d dhe t\u00eb gjitha fjal\u00ebt e dashuris\u00eb q\u00eb di. Asnj\u00ebri nuk do t\u00eb t\u00eb mbaj\u00eb mend p\u00ebr mendimet e tua t\u00eb fshehta\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" \u201cE dashur\u2026 E kam kuptuar q\u00eb shkrimtari \u00ebsht\u00eb gjithmon\u00eb n\u00eb luft\u00eb me mjedisin n\u00eb t\u00eb cilin shkruan, tamam si dashuria q\u00eb tenton t\u00eb jetoj\u00eb p\u00ebrjet\u00ebsisht. Ja pse nuk prita asnj\u00eb sekond tjet\u00ebr q\u00eb t\u00eb ulesha p\u00ebrs\u00ebri e t\u00eb rifilloja letr\u00ebn q\u00eb e lash\u00eb pa filluar rreth nj\u00eb or\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb. Postieri m\u00eb tha q\u00eb e […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":4009,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[11,14,15,19],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"\n