{"id":11327,"date":"2019-05-09T21:34:30","date_gmt":"2019-05-09T19:34:30","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/redaktori.com\/?p=11327"},"modified":"2019-05-09T21:34:30","modified_gmt":"2019-05-09T19:34:30","slug":"dashurite-e-veshtira-te-italo-calvino-s","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/redaktori.com\/?p=11327","title":{"rendered":"“Dashurit\u00eb e v\u00ebshtira” t\u00eb Italo Calvino-s"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Mund t\u00eb jemi duke bredhur sa andej k\u00ebtej n\u00eb nj\u00eb qytet \u00e7far\u00ebdo, n\u00ebp\u00ebr vap\u00eb, dor\u00eb p\u00ebr dore dhe un\u00eb duhet ta pikas buz\u00ebqeshjen t\u00ebnde t\u00eb trisht\u00eb e at\u00ebher\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00eb jap nj\u00eb puthje ose t\u00eb t\u00eb kap fytyr\u00ebn e t\u00eb sajoj nj\u00eb ng\u00ebrdheshje q\u00eb t\u00eb shpreh\u00eb g\u00ebzim. Do vije buz\u00ebn n\u00eb gaz dhe d\u00ebshira ime e lumturis\u00eb p\u00ebr ty do t\u00eb p\u00ebrmbushej.\u00a0<\/span>
\nE v\u00ebrteta \u00ebsht\u00eb se buz\u00ebqeshjet e tua t\u00eb trishta m\u00eb p\u00eblqejn\u00eb, sepse t\u00eb shkojn\u00eb, sepse di si t\u2019i zot\u00ebrosh, si t\u2019i p\u00ebrdor\u00ebsh e t\u2019i rendis\u00ebsh pa e prishur radh\u00ebn. Po ta b\u00ebja un\u00eb do dukesha nj\u00eb qyqar.<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u00ebshtja \u00ebsht\u00eb se: mendoj dhe d\u00ebshiroj gj\u00ebra t\u00eb reja. S\u2019ka r\u00ebnd\u00ebsi \u00e7far\u00eb di. P\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb, s\u2019ka r\u00ebnd\u00ebsi.
\nNuk e di nga vin\u00eb apo si quhen dhe s\u2019mund t\u2019ia shpjegoja askujt tjet\u00ebr ve\u00e7 teje, me pak koh\u00eb, me capak pushime, me ato heshtjet q\u00eb n\u00eb fillim nuk do dija t\u2019i mbushja.
\nPor mund t\u00eb m\u00ebsoja.
\nJam nj\u00eb romantik p\u00ebr t\u00eb qarr\u00eb hallin, e pranoj. Ndaj s\u2019ia dola mban\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebj t\u00eb dashurohesh. E di q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb k\u00ebshtu.
\nMendova se mund t\u00eb mjaftoja un\u00eb, me sjelljen time t\u00eb zakonshme dhe pamjen time kryelart\u00eb. M\u00eb n\u00eb fund t\u00eb sigurt. Dhe koha p\u00ebr t\u00eb t\u00eb shpjeguar at\u00eb q\u00eb mungon, p\u00ebr t\u00eb treguar se n\u00eb fund, do t\u2019ia vlente barra qiran\u00eb.<\/p>\n

U p\u00ebrpoqa, si t\u00eb them, q\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00eb zgjidhje. Shpresova. Duhej. Ishte nj\u00eb mund\u00ebsi, kupton? Si mund ta lija m\u00ebnjan\u00eb, ta harroja. Mbase duke pritur, mbase nuk ish \u00e7asti. Mbase ti dhe un\u00eb kemi nj\u00eb koh\u00eb tjet\u00ebr. Jam i bindur se me disa dit\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb, or\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb, do t\u00eb t\u00eb kisha marr\u00eb me vete. Dhe mendimin q\u00eb s\u00eb paku nj\u00eb her\u00eb t\u00eb ndodh\u00eb, apo jo? E ke parasysh? At\u00eb mendimin e fsheht\u00eb e skllav\u00ebrues q\u00eb fundoset ose del n\u00eb shesh dhe e b\u00ebn nj\u00eb her\u00eb t\u00eb vetme p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjitha dhe n\u00ebse e kupton s\u2019mund t\u00eb shtiresh si hi\u00e7mosgj\u00eb n\u00ebse ke nj\u00eb fije arsye.<\/p>\n

Si nj\u00eb f\u00ebrsh\u00ebllim\u00eb luhat\u00ebse e t\u00eb p\u00ebrdredhur.
\nJa \u00e7far\u00eb m\u00eb ndodhi: nuk arrita t\u00eb hiqesha sikur s\u2019kish ndodhur gj\u00eb, fundja nuk doja.
\nS\u2019mund t\u00eb veproja ndryshe ve\u00e7 t\u00eb p\u00ebrpiqesha t\u00eb t\u00eb merrja me vete, me shpirt, thuajse nga egoizmi, q\u00eb t\u00eb ndihesha mir\u00eb. Ndon\u00ebse e dija q\u00eb s\u2019mundesha. Ndon\u00ebse ishte e rrezikshme. Megjith\u00ebse ti nuk do, megjith\u00ebse, fundja, lumturia jote s\u2019varet nga un\u00eb.
\nDhe s\u2019mund t\u00eb rri pa t\u00eb pyetur p\u00ebrs\u00ebri. Vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr t\u00eb qen\u00eb i sigurt. A do t\u00eb vije?<\/p>\n

P\u00ebrktheu Beti Njuma<\/p>\n

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